All Alone

Realizing Everything

Bella POV

There was a bang on the doors, which made me jump. Marcus twitched a smile.

"It's just Alec," Marcus said.

Alec walked into the library.

"Hello Marcus," Alec said to Marcus.

"Hello Alec," Marcus said plainly, "Bella you are dismissed."

I stood up and walked over to Alec. I wanted to run, but I didn't want to show too much excitment.

"My sister is waiting for us," Alec said taking my hand.

We walked out of the library and started towards Alec's room.

"Is she going to drown me with questions?" I asked sarcasticly.

"Yes, well, not just you. Both of us," Alec gulpped.

I laughed, then sighed. Jane reminded me of Alice so much.

"Bella? What's wrong?" Alec asked. We stopped walking; he stroked my face gently.

"It's nothing," I whispered feebily.

"Don't lie to me. I love you, and I know you knoe that. I don't know if you love me, but I will fight till I win your heart," Alec whispered softly in my ear.

I laid my head on his shoulder and started to cry.

"I love you more than anything in the world. Just know that I will love you more than he could ever love you. I am here for you, and I always will."

"Alec," I started. I looked into his eyes.

"Bella you are my angel to my heaven, the devil to my hell. You need to..." I cut Alec off by kissing him.

I think that Alec was shocked. "Alec I love you. It's not your fault that I'm crying, these words are beutiful. Edward never said anything like that to me. You could never make me cry," I paused.

"Bella, then why were you crying?" He asked confused.

I burried my head into his chest, embaressed, "Alec you have to understand, it's hard for me now. Everyone remids me of them. Marcus reminds me of Carlisle, Jane and Alice, Felix and Emmett, Demitri and Jasper, and of what Marcus described or Didyme, she reminds me of Esme. WHY DID THEY NEED TO HURT ME SO BADLY!!" By the end of that I was sobbing.

Alec picked me up and ran to his room.

"I know Bella, I know. I don't know why they left you. If they loved youthey wouldn't have left you. Don't blame yourself. You don't need to suffer because of them Bella," Alec murmmered into my hair.

"I know, but how do I know that you aren't using me?" I asked.

Alec sighed, "Maybe the others are usin you, but I wouldn't do that to you."

"Why did Aro even want me?" I asked.

"I don't know. Now please cheer up. Jane will probably attack me if she see's you crying. She'll think I made you cry."

"But you didn't," I said trying to smile.

"Just remember that I love you," Alec said as I looked into his glorious, sexy, bright red eyes.

"Alec, kiss me," I said.

Alec started to kiss me, but as soon as our lips touched Jane came running into his room.

"You two get a room," Jane laughed.

"Oh Janie, we are in a room," I said through my teeth.

A/N- Sorrry i havnt updated for a while but sorry if this is short i really didnt know what to write about so... Yeah. What did you think and did you think that my nick name for jane was cute janie (jane-ee) itll piss her off :)