Why this?

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Tony's POV

As much as I want to yell my heart out at Maria, I can only try to focus bliss.
"She's running out of air"
Bruce yelled quietly lifting her up into his arms. He ran in a sprint towards my lab.

"What's going on?!"
Sam yelled in frustration.

As much as I want to tell him, I can't.
We need to replace her rib cage with steel and it's a risky process.
One wrong move and everything can go down hill.
Well.... further down hill.

If me or Bruce tell him then he may not let us do it so I keep my mouth shut and just walk into the lab.

Bruce later her onto the table as I ran to a box on my counter to get everything.

"Get our we will call you guys later."
I say in a monotone voice so they know I'm serious.
Sam looked at me then to Bruce then to bliss.
He slowly walked up to her and placed a kiss on her forehead then whispered something in her ear that I doubt know one could hear.

I see a tear run down his face.
He is suffering.
His daughter goes in and out of hospitals for something that we all know was never his fault, yet we know he blames himself.
We all want to protect her.

She deserves everything yet feels nothing.

I push aside my thoughts and went up to bliss who Bruce already started working on.

Please be ok.


Bliss POV

All I see is darkness.
My eyes are closed yet I don't want them to open.
The darkness is peaceful.
I feel free.
I feel like nothing can ever hurt nor bother me again.

It's a peaceful thing.
The only nightmare now is to wake up.
Wake up from this peaceful state, to one full of pain and fear.

But I have too. I came so far and I don't want to give up now.
Not after all of this.
I am not doing it for me. I am doing it for the team. For Sam. For my dad.

My first attempt at opening my eyes failed.
They felt glued shut.

I can do this.

I try again and feel my eyes open a crack.
All I see is a very bright light but soon my eyes  adjust to it.

I let out a quiet sigh.
Back in a sad hospital room.

Wait. Never mind. This is Tony's lab.

I don't feel like even trying to sit up so I just ket my eyes wander.
I feel one big cold hand in my right small one, and one heavy and big cold hard hand in my left.

I look to my right to see loki laid back on a chair asleep.

I look to my other side to see Bucky with his hand in mine looking deep in thought.
I slowly tap his hand and his eyes snap to mine.
His red puffy eyes and tear stained face makes my heart sink.
He had a small stubble and was wearing a black hoodie with sweatpants and sneakers.
He doesn't look all to great.
"Bliss"
He said to quietly I Almost didn't catch it.

I refuse to let out a smile as much as I want to.
I just can't.

Not with all this pain I have inside.

I want to smile but I just can't.
I just look at him then at my lap.
I'm such a disappointment.
If I could have just gotten on the floor when that lady said to, none of this would have happened.
I should have listened.
A feel a tear role down my face.
Why can't I just make people proud.

That's all I ever really wanted.

Someone to just tell me how proud they are.
But no.
I have to be the one kid who can't even get off a bench, let alone walk.

Why.
Why this.
Why me.

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