wild hearts (Austin Mahone fanfiction/love story)

why am I not good enough?

a/n: picture above is Noah 

Skylar's pov 

I just finished getting ready for my date with Noah... Or atleast I think it's a date, my family is currently at dinner with my aunt and her family, we do this every week, I would have gone but I told them I had a date so my parents let it slide, Austin didn't want to go so it's just me and him at the ranch 

( outfit) 

( hairstyle) 

I then did a smokey eye makeup look, put on my favorite lip gloss and walk into the kitchen where Austin is 

s:" how do I look? "

a:" I-I um-"

my face dropped 

s:" great, that bad huh? "

a:" n-no, not at all, you look great "

I smile 

s:" you think? "

he nods and I blush 

s:" thanks, I gotta go but I'll be back around 7:30" 

a:" ok, have fun "

with that I nod, walk out the door and start walking to the diner 

when I told Austin that I was leaving, I could've swore that he was... upset? I don't know if that's the word for it but I saw something in his eyes... oh who am I kidding, a guy with his looks could probably have any girl they want at the drop of a hat and I'm well... I'm me, he's probably just tired or something... right? 

Austin's pov 

it took everything I had to not stop Skylar from walking out that door, from what little I know about her, she's kind, sweet, selfless, funny and not to mention drop dead gorgeous, I feel like either Noah is just using Skylar as a lonely call or he's just simply bad news and from what her family has told me about him and their history, it sounds like she's his lonely call, I sure hope I'm wrong because Skylar doesn't deserve that, no girl deserves to have their heart played with like that, they all deserve to be treated like princesses, I know from seeing guys like Noah that as long as he keeps up his ways, he'll never be able to do that for her, I could though... no Austin stop it, she's WAY to good for you and WAY outta your league, * sigh *... maybe in another life, maybe one where I'm not such a fuck up 

Skylar's pov 

I just got to the diner and I don't see Noah anywhere so I go up to order my favorite milkshake 

s:" hi, can I please get a peanut butter blast milkshake with whipped cream and extra caramel drizzle "

cashier:" of course sweetheart, you waiting for a special someone? "

I smile 

s:" yeah, something like that, he should be here soon "

cashier:" well here's your milkshake honey, you can sit anywhere "

s:" thank you ma'am "

I pay her and sit down in a booth 

* 1 hour later *

it's been a hour and Noah still isn't here, I've drank two milkshakes and I haven't heard anything from him so I decide to check his social media 

he just posted something on Instagram so I look at it 

a/n: this picture is of Veronica and Noah posted it 

with the caption: happy birthday to my baby girl, Veronica, you are the most beautiful girl in the world and the best thing that has ever happened to me, I love you so much baby girl❤Noah 

my eyes start to sting with tears but I quickly wipe them away before anyone could see them and start to walk home 

he stood me up for Veronica, I am always there for him yet he still chooses her, why am I not good enough? 

I walk into my house and Austin is sitting there in the kitchen 

a:" hey, your back early, it's only 6 o'clock "

s:" yeah, I know "

a:" have you been crying? "

s:" no, I'm fine "

I go to walk away but he grabs my wrist 

a:" you have, I can see it in your eyes, what did he do? "

s:" nothing "

a:" yes he did "

s:" I'm fine Austin "

a:" no your not he made you cry, why won't you tell me princess? "

s:" Austin, no offense, but I don't even know you and you don't know me, I really just want to be alone right now so please, just drop it "

he nods and let's go of my wrist 

I walk to my room, write a song for a few hours, get ready for bed and cry myself to sleep 

why am I not good enough?