📍Mobile,Al
June,27,2021
Richard(Big Scarr/Rackz Wilcott" scarr whatchu doing down hea ? " hunny's dad asked once i reached her nana's porch.
" hunny called me cryin and shit " i dapped him up. " where she at foe "
" her and her mom went to the doctors. she should be home in a lil bit " he said motioning me to sit down.
" so you the scammer that got my granddaughter pregnant " some old wrinkled lady said with a bat in her hand, hubby's dad sighed causing me to laugh.
" scammer ? " i questioned with my eyebrows furrowed.
" all y'all chicago motherfuckers do is scam "
" i ain't included in det ma'am "
" it's nana to you " she pointed her bat in my face. " you family now "
" my bad nana " i corrected myself.
" it's okay. i oughta go check up on the gang " she said walking off the porch. " hopefully your here when i get back " she said looking at me
" fasho fasho "
" she's crazy as hell " nelles dad shaking his head.
" she in a gang forreal foe ?"
" naw she think she is " he said causing me to laugh.
" i fuck wit nana "
" she gone get on yo nerves watch " he said shaking his head. a car pulled up and nelle and her mother exited
" you cool hunny ? " i asked as she walked stomped up the stairs while crying
She stomped pass me leaving me speechless.
" wassup ma "
" hi baby, i think y'all should talk " she said softly. i nodded my head and walked in the house
I didn't know where to go , thank god nelle was crying so i followed the weeping.
" whatchu crying fa? " i said walking over to her as she laid on her bed.
" the .. baby .. " she said inbetween cries
" wassup with the baby hunny ? "
" it's gone scarr " she said crying harder, my nose flared up and my eyes widened
" whatchu mean it's gone ? "
" the baby didn't make it , too many head injuries " she cried, i sat her up and started to hug her
besides all the shit we've been thru nelle was my everything and more, a nigga prolly ain't show it but she meant a lot ta me and so did our baby even though i ain't get ta meet it. seeing ha like dis hurts me and i just wanna kill everybody that had sum ta do wit the rape.
" i love you hunny. we gone get through this i promise " i said rocking her back and fourth
" this ain't fair " she broke outta my arms. " i hate life so much , first my sister now my baby like this shit cannot be real " she yelled as she threw stuff around the room
" chanelle chillout " i tried to grab her but she slapped me
" I HATE ALL OF THIS I WISH I NEVER MOVED TO CHICAGO !! I JUST WANT MY LIFE BACK !!! " she yelled with a face full of tears
I stood there and watched her have her temper tantrum until she fell on the floor
" we gone get through allis foe i promise " i said picking her up before laying her in her bed.
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" scarr " i heard while being shook
" what hunny " i opened my eyes seeing her laying on top of me.
" i just want you to be woke with me " she said rubbing my face
" i love you " i said kissing her forehead
" i don't know why you love me " she said looking at me. " my life is a mess , im such a fuck up. everything around me gets hurt " she started to softly cry.
" i hate my life so much god should've just took me instead of cherry " she continued
" chanelle stop thinking like det man you sound so selfish , everything happens for a reason ain't nunna dis yo fault foe so stop blaming yourself "
" we prolly wasn't ready and god knew it , everything that's happening is all gods plan, shit is deffly gone fall through "
" so you didn't wanna have the baby ? "
" i did nelle, i always told you you was gone be my baby's mom. i love the shit outchu and you ont even know it " i spoke softly. " seeing you act like dis and hearing you talk like dis hurt "
" im sorry bae " she said before pecking my lips twice.
" just stop with the selfish act, yo life could be a lot worse " i admired her before wiping her tears
Excuse any mistakes!
This short and was rushed but I've been slacking and i owe y'all chapters...