📍Chicago,Illinois
July,10,2022
Chanelle Aliyah Kane
" you want sum from da store ? "
" no " i replied staring at my flat stomach, i had to get surgery last week.
" nelle you ain't eat since we lost da baby " scarr said running his hands thru his head. i stared at him and rolled my eyes.
" because i don't wanna eat "
" it ain't bout whatchu wann do it's bout whatchu needa do "
" i just want child that's it that's all " i said as tears started to form in my eyes.
" we could make another one hunny " he said kissing on my cheek.
" iont want another child. shits traumatizing now " i shook my head wiping my tears.
i feel like my baby would've changed everything i had going in my life. i really wish i could've met it.
" im finna text kiki and brook you needa get out and have fun you can't just be sitting in hea like dis " he said pulling his phone out.
" no please don't " i whined.
" too late , im finna go to the store when i get back you better be dressed and shit " he said pecking my lips twice before exiting his room.
Bestie💕 would like to facetime...
" hello " i spoke softly once the phone connected.
" hi you okay ? " kiki said rubbing her head.
" no but ill be fine " i replied forcing myself to get up so i can shower.
" scarr texted me and told me to come over, when you think you'll be ready ?"
" in like a hour "
" ight , you want anything ? "
" no thank you " i said starting the shower water.
" okay love you "
" love you too " i said before disconnecting the call.
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" i missed you so much " brook said hugging me as i sat on the couch.
" i missed you too " i smiled softly.
" i brought you something " she said handing me a gift bag, i took it and started to slowly look through it before pulling out what was inside.
it was a gold heart formed necklace, that had " mother of an angel " carved inside of it along with a heart.
" thank you " i said hugging her, tears were slowly rolling down my face.
" your welcome sister " she said kissing my cheek, i released from the hug and looked at the necklace again.
" this is beautiful " i said putting it on.
" ain't it, soon as i seen it i picked it up " brook said smiling, the door opened and Kiki walked in with a big ballon, a card and some candy.
" hi bestie, hey brook " she said hugging the both of us before handing me my gifts.
" hi bestie, thank you " i said reading the card.
" hi Kiki " brook said before i zoned out.
Dear bestie, Im sorry this happened to you. I wish my godchild could've made it, i don't know how losing a child feels and i hope i never get to feel this pain but i know things will get better ! god has a plan for everybody and i just know your story is going to have a happy ending. i love you
