feigned bliss I've mastered a day,
beam i often plastered on my face,
unknown to all in my eyes I've hidden,
tears restrained to fall, agony and pain.
cold night came i isolate myself,
in a spaced dark room only sobs
and mumbles are heard,
“end this
misery or i will,”
in silence i whispered.
i felt a keen desire for someone's embrace, just somebody to remind me that i'll be okay, but as i seek for it i found a blade. all of a sudden, decisive thoughts puts forth
—i'll face my fate,
“dear God forgive me,
but for the last time i beg,
this time i give up,
so just let me bleed.”
YOU ARE READING
She speaks
Poetrypoems and proses that blooms within Her; like a sunflower that was diluted by pouring rain and thereupon flourish. ©2021 EnigmaticDamsel
