Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part : 60

"I am just going for a week Mr But for my whole life, you have to bear me. For a week you can enjoy your bachelor life again ", Anika said

"Bachelor life...", Shivaay chuckled

"I don't need that. Now I think married life is much better. It is more peaceful than before", Shivaay said remembering how after marriage his life changed, everything is different but still, he loves those changes. He used to be angry every time because of taunts and many other reasons but now he stopped bothering. Now he believes that he can be the best or at least good for his family

"Really?", Anika asked excitedly

"I am so happy to hear this from you. Even I love this life with you. Our wedding day was the best day of my life", Anika told him happily. She jumped in excitement as she don't know how to react after hearing this from him who said he don't want marriage before. He said the marriage relationship is not pure and now when he is happy with this relationship she couldn't control her happiness

"Don't tell me it was a joke", Anika said. Shivaay shooked his head in reply as definitely it was not a joke, he does joke but he doesn't make fun of feelings, he knows when to joke and when to keep quiet. Instead, it is very rare of he will crack a joke, that's Rudra's nature, not his.

"Lay down now", Anika said and layed him down on the bed

"Anika whenever you will feel difficulty then call me. Should I send Gauri or Priyanka with you?", Shivaay asked

"Many people are going with me already Shivaay and I don't want to be a burden on her. Their expenses are high so I will prefer to go alone", Anika told her reason to him and ruffled his hair. Recently she found that

"I will pay her it doesn't matter. Take her", Shivaay said

"I know you are worried about me but I can manage. If I faced difficulty I will tell you first", Anika told him and covered him with a duvet.

After half an hour Anika came with his breakfast which Shivaay didn't eat saying he want something good for himself. Anika smiled as he demanded something from her for the first time. Anika completed his wish and prepared aloo ka parantha for him after consulting the doctor. She gave him his medicines and sat with him. In the morning he doesn't need to take sleeping pills so she thought to spend time with him otherwise he will be bored and will use his laptop for sure

She didn't know how to pass time right now, most of the time they are busy in their lives that they don't get much time for each other. They both were sitting in silence when Anika's phone started ringing

It was her boss who congratulated her because her designs are selected. Anika looked at him happily as even if she won't there but now her work itself will tell Shivaay that she is near him. After the declining call, she told him her designs are selected

"Congratulations", Shivaay congratulated her happily. He is very glad to hear about her success

"Credit goes to you as I went blank in stress especially when he gave me this project in less time. thank you", Anika thanked him and both started talking casually.
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2 days passed in the blink of a second. Anika took full care of Shivaay which impressed him very much as she was trying to give her best as a wife. Now he is fit and fine just because of her. It was 4: 00 am of the morning when Anika got up with an alarm sound and looked at the sleeping figure of Shivaay. Shivaay opened his eyes slowly, and Anika realised even he didn't sleep properly. She can't even complain because she knows the reason, even if she was unable to sleep properly. Her mind was reminding her again and again that she need to leave him.

"Good morning", Shivaay wished. Anika didn't reply and sat on the bed lazily. More than laziness, she is feeling sad right now. She doesn't want to go even for a second now but she has to. She started to fear what if something happened to him in her absence?