Beyond His Green Eyes

XIX

Sophia's POV

What is happening to me ??? What is this feeling , why am I too nervous I am just sleeping beside him nothing else .... Wait did he slept ? Maybe yes coz there is no noise and he was tired to , should I check if he is asleep or not but what if he didn't slept just like me who is trying to sleep since past 15 minutes I finally decided to check on him and so I turned back to see and ... he is starting me whattt!!???

" You are still awake ?" I asked in low stammering voice

" Just like you " he replied and his husky cold voice just sent a spark through my nerves

I huffed in order to make myself calm and shifted my attention to the ceiling to avoid the unknown feeling I was getting while looking in his eyes I slept straight as I found ceiling more interesting .... It was then I felt a touch ... He kept his hand on my hand which was lying under my blanket

" You want to know my secret ?" He asked

" It's okay if you don't want to tell me right now " I said while looking back at his hazel eyes which now had a different spark in them ... I know there is a lot more beyond his green eyes...

" It all started 9 years ago when one night my father came home late and drunk , he was too drunk that he wasn't even able to walk properly that  night there was fight between mom and dad , actually he had an extra material affair with someone and now he wanted to leave us and go to that lady and it was all my fault " he said and stopped there

" You...your fault how ??" I asked

" Because I was too shy , I wasn't like this , I was calm , shy and weak we even didn't had much money my father always used to taunt me and scold for the way I was " he said

" What happened then " I asked him continue his story

" Next day the fight continued he even  slapped mom he threw things on her and finally my mom asked him to leave us alone and so from that day I never saw him , after few days he left us , he sent divorce paper with his signature mom was also tired of him and so she signed those papers after few weeks we came to know that he got married to someone probably to that lady with whom he had affair "
He breathed out as he stopped there ...

" The day he sent divorce paper I decided to change myself because I knew if I didn't that we would not be able to survive ... Mom started doing odd jobs she used to go and wash utensils at different home soon she got a job of washing utensils in a restaurant and tell me which son would like to see his mom working like this we didn't had good clothes to wear " he almost cried , he was so vulnerable at that time and I hate to see him like that , I instantly held his hand and we interwined our fingers , I don't know why I did that but I saw a relief on his face when i interwined my fingers with him so I kept my hand like that ...
And then he continued his story

" After a year I made new friends , but those were bastards they made me sell drugs and I started drinking and smoking , I didn't realised it was wrong because by selling drugs I started getting a good money , mom kept asking me from where did I get this money and I everytime say that we had a fair in school and I earned this money by selling toys or something but one day she came to know about me , that night she scolded me a lot , it was same night as today heavy rain , lightning and all dark she punished me and sent me out of the house for a night I slept near the door of that night I was all wet next morning I found myself in my bed and I had fever , she was crying continuously and feeling guilty for sending me out at night but at that time I didn't had any energy to stop her ...

I then left those friends, drugs , alcohol and everything I started focusing on my studies but one day I was 18 by that time , I meet zayn he came to know about my condition and he suggested me underground fighting club he was part of

" Wait what zayn is ...

" Yes he is my senior and probably the one who got me membership of fighting club "

" I can't believe "

" The story doesn't end here "

" Okay ... Then.."

" As I told he got me membership of fighting club but he used me he told me that I have to loose the game and I will be paid for that "

" Whatttt"

" Yes , at first I agreed the deal I always loosed the match to earn money but one day I meet Christian who offered me to join his club and fight for him , he said that he will train me and will pay me double not for loosing the game but for winning and so I agreed I left zyan's team and joined Christian's team and when zyan came to know about this we almost became enemy of eachother , I didn't had any hate for him because though I had to loose the match but he used to pay me but he thought I betrayed him I even went to him to say sorry but he punched me and insulted me I didn't do anything at that time I just left from there and I started fighting for christian and since 3 years Christian was preparing me for this match which I finally won " he said and completed his story

" I am sorry " I said after realising that I shouldn't have hated him as he was already facing a lot

" Why you are saying it , it should be me because of me your life changed " he said with a guilt in his voice and was about to take of his hand from my grip but I stopped him

" Let's start everything from the beginning , let us forget what we felt , what we did to eachother and start everything again " I asked , I don't know why I asked that but I knew I can't loose him the reason is still unknown

While he simply nodded yess and smiled a little we both then took our eyes off from eachother...we were laying on the bed our hand interwined looking at ceiling and digesting the words roaming inside the 4 walls

And soon I found blackness engulfing me and it went all dark ....

TBC

So... Sebastian's past is finally revealed but what do you think is there something more to reveal or not ???

What do you think the next morning will bring ??

Will their relationship change ??