THIRD COLLECTION:PAIN#11 FAKING

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"Faking"

The scars In my heart
Are caused by my smiles
The happiness I force myself to have
Aches me deep inside.

My outside tells you what I want you to know
It defines what I want you to see
People are victims of the fraudster
Called my fake personality.

But it aches me every single time I try to fake things
It's like I cut myself to watch myself bleed
It's like my life is a tree and I lack the seed.

I need to accept myself
Instead of forcing happiness
I should actually try it
I should stop caging and start engaging.

That's the only way to find peace
That's the only source of freedom
But I have to wait for the scars to heal
Before my happiness reveal.

-soulpoet-

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