اہلِ عشق۔ Ahl-e-ishq

Night (رات)

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محبت اور کچھ نہی.....

Love that's it.....

Her PoV:-

He left like he didn't cause storm inside my mind and soul What I am? What are We?

I need to clear the things between us, I am no Damsel in Distress; I am not destined to be like this to Marry a man whom I used to call brother, the shiver with a good amount of cringe went through my spine, How he could accept all this! Or he is just sadist who love to see people in pain and his victim is me

My eyes involuntary went towards my hands that ring which is burden on my life, my goal, my future I will end this soon, this relation is of No good to no one Nor me Neither Him it's just torment of Destiny and I am not going to gulp this venomous shot down my throat no never, the urge to shout and slap myself increased inside how could I let myself fall into their trap I am Mouse trapped in Mouse Trap

All this sweet dripping talks it's just for few days after some times they all question me, I know the idea of these to be so-called Big hearted, how their eldest son has married a Girl who's character was stake how he big hearted he is to marry a Characterless Girl like me; a tear dropped on my hand rubbing my eyes to stop the formation of the tears I stood up and opened a small bag of my regular clothes taking out a set of cloth

I stood before dressing table which had a mirror, Looking at the reflection before me I didn't recognized myself, I lost bit of face fat resulting more lean due to which my eyes looked protruding ignoring it I removed few pins from my head which secured my dupatta with my head the removal of the pin caused the heavy dupatta falls in the floor and at the same time door opened he entered the room I tried to avoid him and I will, he went to his study without even looking at me once

I removed all of the jewelry felt like human again, it was finally time for the task I am half way through it and already my arm started aching, hair bun pin removal, removing some I struggled with big one which secured my hair as a bun
" Main madad kardu aapki" a familiar manly voice from my back stated, I didn't turned around but looked him through long Mirror which reflected us both, he corresponded to my stare I hoped him to divert the eyes but he didn't as if it's eye staring competition and he's there to win "Nahi Bhai" the response came out automatically, Making his eyes bulging out from the socket " Kya?" He almost shouted

" Mujhe aapka ek aur ehsaan nahi lena?" I corrected myself "Kaunsa ehsaan kardiya maine aap par?" He raised his eyebrows in question "Mujhse shaadi karke, agar aap mujh par yeh ehsaan na karte toh main toh kunwari hi marr jati aur waise bhi ab toh main ek badd-qir.." I tried to answer his question but he tightly hold my arms "aakhri dafa hai jo main aapko aapki ijazat ke bina touch kar raha ho" My subconscious reminded his words a small smirk formed on my face, his face changed the color " Aindaa yeh lafz agar tumhari zubaan main bhi aaya toh yeh apne zehan main rakhna aap baat kis se kar rahi aur kis ke baare main kar rahi ho" He barked near my ears