Wenclair

Sorry

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(Wednesdays POV)

As I open my eyes, the first thing I see is the white walls of the nursery.
How did I get here?
Wait no, I remember.
That moment in the woods.
I look at my arms.
They are bandaged so I can't see the wounds but I can feel them.
I look around to find Sinclair sitting on a chair with a pink blanket and a cuddle toy next to me.
She's asleep so I can stare at her as much as I want.
I admire her for a second.
Her hair that I love running my fingers through.
Her soft mouth.
Her gentle look.
Her hands, that are always warm.
The fact that she is bigger than me.
As I daydream she wakes up without me noticing.

"Wens!"
She jumps up, wich shocks me a little, and then runs over and hugs me.
I hug back and put my head in her shoulder.
I'm not crying.
Why would I be crying.
Maybe I'm crying a little.
As I pull away I turn to hide my face but Sinclair says
"Look at me wens."
I turn my head back, without having a chance to hide my tears.
This is embarrassing.
She puts her hand on my face and rubs the tears away.
"I'm fine."
I say.
"We both know that's a lie Wens. They ran the DNA test on the knife. And the finger prints. Why did you cut yourself?"
She looks at me worried.
"I'm a horrible person. I deserved that. I'm not going to apologize."
She's crying now.
Why the fuck is she crying?
"Why would you think that Wens..."
"You said it yourself."
She gives me a worrying look and I look away.
Of course im making her cry.
This is what I mean.
"Wens... half of that wasn't even true. I was mad."
"Because I wasn't going to watch a movie with you?"
"... I just want a real relationship with you. I want us to be more than just friends that kiss. I love you and that's why I said that. Because I want to be together with you, not just kiss you. And that makes it, and you, very different from Ajax. He made out with me and I was fine with that. I want more with you."
If this weren't this moment I would blush.
But because it's this moment I don't.
Her apology helps though.
I don't feel completely shit right now.
"Oh one more thing Wens."
"Cara mia, what is it."
I've already forgiven her.
And she's forgiven me.
What is it now?
"The doctor said you also had low blood sugar. I want to know when the last time that you ate was."
Im not about to tell her that it was 5 days ago and that I have a eating disorder.
So I lie.
"This morning"
She's not convinced.
"What did you have?"
"A sandwich."
"With what on it?"
"Ham, cucumber and tomato."
I hate tomato but she doesn't know that.
She surprises me with what she says then.
"You hate tomatoes. Stop lying Wens."
"How do you know that?"
"If you answer the question I'll tell you wens."
"... do I have to?"
"Yes"
"5 days ago."
Sinclair covers her mouth with her hand and is shocked for a second.
I fall back and wait for her to stop being shocked.
"We are ordering food."
She says determined.
Then she gets a wheelchair.
"Get in."

(Enids POV)

I am shocked by everything Wednesday just said. But first she needs food.
As I bring her the wheelchair she looks at me like I'm a psycho.
"I can walk. I'm fine"
She says.
But as she says that and takes a step she basically collapses back in bed.
"Wenssssss!! You have low blood sugar and lost allot of blood. You can't walk!!"
I force her on the wheel chair and push her through the halls.
When we arrive in the dorm I close the door and place Wednesday on her bed.
"This is stupid. I can walk."
She says again.
"Wenssss! Stopppp I know you like it when I carry youuuuuu!"
She blushes and looks away.
I smile.
Then the food arrived and I skip to the door and get our pizza.
I watch Wens eat 5 pieces like I said and then I eat 4 myself.
She looks at me for a sec and opens and closes her mouth like she wants to say something.
"Do you... would... let's... can we... will you watch a movie with me?"
"Of courseeee Wensss"
We watch a movie and sit in bed together eating some more pizza.
I hold her hand and make sure not to touch her wounds.
She falls asleep on my shoulder.
And I fall asleep on her head.
I love her so much.