"Tired"
I'm here again,
in this dark room, sitting
The lights are dim,
and only shadows can be seen,
I sat in the corner, dreaming,
thinking of something I know I shouldn't be thinking
Feeling the cold air against my skin,
the wind is breezing
The curtain's swaying
moving against the wind's soft rhythm,
it's dancing.
My hair's insanely moving,
copying the move of air that's brushin'
in my face, it's synching
And now I'm holdin' my heart that's aching,
Insanely beating,
like I did a miles of running
I feel like I'm falling
In an ocean, I'm slowly sinking
Somebody save me from drowning
I'm catching air, my breathing's uneven
Can't explain what I'm feeling
Can't help my self, asking
Do I deserve all this pain?
Clock's ticking, time is passing
I'm wonderin' how do I dismiss this feeling?
Every second I'm counting,
the pain is doubling,
I breathed out and In,
This air is poison, It's suffocating,
It's killin' me, I'm hurting.
Somebody hear me shouting
Help me, I'm tired of living.
I'm crying again and again,
All of my demons were screaming,
maybe even them can't take the pain,
Now what should I do to stop my heart from hurting?
The sun is already up and shining.
But I can't get up, my legs are shaking.
My knees is getting weak it's wobbling,
My body is trembling,
I'm such a weakling.
And then everything seems to be fading
I can feel no pain,
I felt numb, I felt nothing.
Yes I'm still breathing,
Yet I can't feel my heart beating.
I'm still alive, but I'm dying.
Help me, I'm tired of living.
Fiatare;Feria
