"It was all in the past
forget about it"
that's what they all said,
as if it was so easy to do that.
If I could just get rid of it,
If I could just erase that
memory in my head.
If I could just forget,
everything that happened.
It's hard and I'm exhausted.
I'm still haunted
by the memories
I thought I already buried.
— feria
