I have been afraid all my life.
I spent most of the time being afraid,
That i forgot to be there in that moment,
That i didn't know what it was like to be loved,
That i kept pushing you far away from me not realising it,
That i have been afraid all my life.
I'm afraid.
I spent most of the time being afraid,
When i have always been a option, a rebound and a choice but never the priority, the only one and the one.
When i have just been happy.
When i have always tried and never been noticed.
When i realised that I'll never be enough because i know
That i have been afraid all my life.
I'm afraid.
I spent most of the time being afraid,
Because i know that I'm just another person in your life,
Who you'll name as a chapter that is over,
Who will never be your forever,
Who is just one of those persons you'll never wanna remember because,
That i have been afraid all my life.
Im afraid.
Now that i look back i realise
That i lost you because,
I was afraid of the what if's.
I was afraid of the dark.
I was afraid of making you my everything.
But it's too late now to say that you were my rare miracle.
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