they ask me
to draw how i feel
and then
they watch me
stare blankly into
a paper
i feel lifeless
how do i draw that?
i scribble
i draw circles
and circles
and circles
loops
loops
loops
LOOPS
LOOPS LOOPS
LOOPS
i tear the paper
you beg me to stop
i can't stop
i keep going
i'm covered in ink,
holding a broken pen
i can't cry
but it feels like i'm crying?
i stare widely into
their eyes
all they could do
was tremble
upon the mess i was
you consumed my thoughts
my happiness
my life
i'm fading because of you
i'm not alive anymore.
