Loving You

Move On

Dedicated to all those who have known the pain of a broken-heart, had their feelings played with and are trying to move on.

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Move On

Here I end up again

My heart broken.

It hurts.

I know how it feels.

I've known this pain.

So many things you said

So many things I felt

But now I realize what it was

Lies-all of it

And now I'm in pain.

Those words we exchanged

Probably meant nothing to you

But to me they meant the world.

Those moments we shared still cross my mind

But you've probably forgotten it.

Did you feel anything,

When you held my hand?

Did your heart started beating faster,

Whenever we got close?

Did you feel anything at all?

You said you had feelings for me

You said you felt something too

Then why is that you hurt me again and again,

I don't know what to do.

I have no clue.

We were this close to being together

We had it all

We both know we were perfect for each other

We're everything we want.

Yet, it got all wrong.

I could say we weren't meant to be,

That we weren't supposed to get together.

I could say this is life and this is how it is,

And that I'll find better.

But it's not as simple as that.

You said so many things,

I don't think you really meant.

You did so many things,

And made me feel a thousand things,

But all in all you broke my heart in the end.

I know I'm different,

Not like the girl's you're used to.

I'm difficult to understand,

Hard to get,

But when I love, I love with all I have.

I've spent nights

Wondering how you feel,

I've wasted all my time

You've been all I have thought of these past months

I've cried so many tears.

How could I be so naïve?

How could I have been so stupid?

How did I end up believing all the things you said?

Why did I started feeling all these things for you,

When to you it was all a game.

But one day you'll look across the room

And finally realize what you should have ages ago.

You'll end up missing my smile,

You'll end up missing me,

But I would've gone.

It'll be too late for you to make me feel anything,

I'm sure there will be a day,

When I won't feel the same way.

My heart would have already been taken.

And you'll realize your mistake.

You'll miss my chasing you,

You'll miss our conversation.

You'll miss how we held hands,

And talked on and on together.

But it'll be too late.

But even if you don't,

I won't worry,

No I won't.

Because it's finally time,

For me to let go.

It's time for me to let go of all my worries,

Time for me to stop thinking about you.

I need to get someone else on my mind

I need to get over you.

And I will get over you.

I will move on.

Someday you'll not have this effect on me

Someday my heart won't feel the way it does now

Someday I'll be happy,

Because I'm choosing to move on.