Loving You

It's Easier Than Admitting The Truth

I pretend that the smile you give me doesn’t make my insides melt. 

I pretend that the way my name rolls off your tongue doesn’t makes my heart leap inside my chest.

I pretend that I don’t want to run my fingers through your touseled waves.

It’s easier that way.

I try to not look in your eyes, because mine might reveal the secrets that I hide.

I try not to break into a smile everytime you come by.

I try not to talk to you every moment I get.

It’s easier that way.

I convince myself that you don’t make me happy.

I convince myself that I don’t want to taste your lips.

I convince myself that I don’t want you anymore. 

It’s easier that way.

I lie

It’s easier that way.