God's Plan

40

Aubrey

I came back into my bedroom after putting Adonis to bed.Jasmine laid there with her glasses on.Looking adorable.

"What you reading?"I asked

"This article about a weight loss fast."She said lowly

"Why are you trying to lose weight?"I rose an eyebrow

"Becauseee Thanksgiving and Christmas are my cheat days and now I need to get it together."She sId plainly

I shook my head and got in the bed with her.

She put her phone down and looked at me.

"What?"I asked

"Do you still feel the same way about marriage?"She asked

I paused to think of an answer.

"How did I feel about it before?"I asked

"You don't remember?You said you didn't want to."She reminded me

"Oh..uh yeah."I said

"Yeah, you remember or yeah you still feel that way."She asked

"I- Jas I don't know."I shook my head

"I need you to know Aubrey..I want to be your wife if we're gonna do this.Wait- do you even see a future with me or am I just a place holder until she's read-

"Woah woah.Baby calm down."I told her

"I don't know what the future holds okay?But I love you and I want you here with me."I assured

"Do you want more kids...?"She asked

"Yes.I want a daughter."I told her

"...but that's it?"She asked

I shrugged.

"How could I be married Jas?"I asked her

"J. Cole is married, Hov is married, Kendrick too..rappers get married."She said lowly

"Yeah but none of them have the same image as I do-

"Oh god Aubrey please don't tell me about your image.Im literally your publicist!"

I sighed."Can you listen?"

She sat silently.

"I could never see myself getting married because that wasn't something that I grew up with.I didn't see it.And now, Im a pop star that's supposed to be desired.Having Adonis already took away some of that image."I said

She didn't say anything.She didn't even look up.

She quietly turned off the light on her nightstand and laid down, turning her body away from mine.

"Jas we were talking."I said

"I'm done talking."She mumbled

"That's what you do when I say something you don't want to hear?"I asked

"If Rihanna wanted you to would you marry her?"She asked

I sighed.

"We've been over this so many times."I said

"Is that a yes or no?"She asked

"No Jasmine."I said sternly

She kept her back turned to me.

"Jas.Turn around so we can talk."I said

"I don't want to talk anymore."She said lowly

I could hear her sniffle.