ー little progress
today i went back to school
with a smile plastered on my face
because i have become a master
in showing a smile that was fake
you were sitting
next to heather again
laughing away when
you noticed my presence
and you got up
faster than the speed of light
to approach me and say
i didn't know you were coming today
i am sorry i didn't accompany you
you apologized for ditching me
as i had walked towards
school all alone
although i was secretly happy you did
because old habits die hard
but you eventually need
to let go of them
it's okay
i was late anyway
i smiled and passed it on
to heather as well
who joined our little conversation
and smiled back at me
just as expected
i still felt bitter
but a little
better
i think it's a little progress
cause you guys offered me
to sit along with you
during recess
at least you haven't pushed me
off completely
that's the only thing i fear
having pieces of you
is still better
than not having you at all
and when school ended
you started leaving with me
but i turned around and saw heather
lonely
it's alright jungkook
go home with him instead
we've shared routes all the time
i am used to being with you
all the time
but i am trying to let go of this habit
of mine because
the longer you stay
the more i lose myself
bit by bit
you gave me half a smile
as if you were both guilty and happy
at the same time
i gave you a reassuring smile
and proceeded to go on my own
it is a little progress indeedbut my heart still hurts
the wound's still deep.-
happy birthday to our moon<3
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