ー too much
did it become too much
for you to handle
because in this past week
of subtle ignoring
i've seen you with a deceased
expression on the face
are you not liking the taste
of your own medicine
i thought you'd be glad
elated indeed
that i've sorta left you alone
so you could
happily spend time with heather
why do you try
to stop me and make me stay
during recess
i sweetly refuse every time
confused as to why
would you like me to thirdwheel
you two
i don't wanna disturb
your moments
so that moments later
you blame me
for the same
i am trying to make little efforts
to make you happy
why can't you see?
even if that means
pushing you towards heather
because he makes you happy
way more i can ever
you should technically thank me
not really
because we're best friends still
but today you grabbed my hand
and stopped me
i don't think it's because
you wanted to thank
to say the least
hey what's wrong
you asked me
nothing really
i say
let's talk maybe?
i am happy
on the inside you wanna talk
and spend time with me
but my heart is still salty
stay with your heather
why do you even want me?
somehow i am tired
of getting you in bits and pieces
i want you whole
why can't you believe?
tomorrow let's see
i dodged you again
your face depicting confusion and worry
i bid you goodbye
and walk on my own
back home
feeling a little satisfied
maybe tomorrow
you'd realizeyou're happier
with me.-
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Heather | tk ✔
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