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"Because I can't help thinking that that person should be me!" she raised her voice but her eyes softened while saying those words to me.
I should feel angry... I want to be angry at her... But what she said just confused my emotions more.
I scoffed and laughed at how ridiculous this was.
"Why? Shouldn't you be happy with Jisung?" I asked narrowing my eyes at her.
"That's the thing! I should be happy with him but instead I feel frustrated everytime I see you with Chaewon!" she yelled.
"I feel upset at you for saying that you like me, but then later on I see you flirting with anoth--" her words were starting to anger me, so I cut her off.
"You feel upset for that?!" I asked her annoyingly. She only looked at me, creasing her forehead.
"It was you who rejected me in the first place! Did you know how hurt I was when you did that?! You were my bestfriend but I risked it all just to tell you how I felt! It hurt when I watched you slowly got attached with that boy! But I didn't get upset because you were right, I don't own you." with every word that came out from my mouth, tears started to flow down my face and my voice showed how vulnerable I got each second.
I looked up at the sky and wiped the tears. I breathed deeply and looked at her one last time, before walking away.
"N-no... Y/n-ie please..." she tried to grab my arm but I dodged her.
"I'm sorry. If I knew that it would separate the both of us like this, I shouldn't have confessed." I muttered while looking at the ground.
"No. Don't apologize. I was wrong." she said and kept on reaching for my hand, but I avoided her.
"Then tell me honestly. Because I keep on getting confused of how you really feel." I told her and she only looked down.
I felt disappointed that she wasn't answering me. Instead, silence surrounded the both of us. But I was surprised when she stepped closer to me and engulfed me in a tight, warm embrace.
I felt her heartbeat against mine and her head was resting on the crook of my neck. It was like the best feeling in the world and all I can hear was our hearts beating in the same pace.
I wrapped my arms around her and rested my head on her shoulder. Although she didn't say anything, this was enough for me.
"I'm sorry if I can't answer your question. Even I don't know what I'm feeling." she muttered against my skin.
I nodded slowly as a reply. I felt her sniff against my neck and it instantly sent shivers down my body.
"If I could stay here with you forever, I would." she whispered lowly.
I giggled and pulled away. She seemed to not let go for a second but eventually she did.
"But we can't. And we have to go home too." I smiled at her.
She nodded and returned a smile, but it didn't reach her eyes.
We didn't utter another word and headed straight home.
"Mom I'm home!"
I went inside, expecting mom to be at the kitchen cooking. But the lights were on yet there were no signs of her anywhere.
I dropped my bag at the room first and went back out to find her.
Just as I passed by her room, the door was slightly opened and I can see the light from her bathroom was open.
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The One That Got Away (Jang Wonyoung ff)
FanfictionI looked into her eyes as she watched the stars above. "Did you do that because you were my bestfriend?" She looked back at me, with the glitter of the starlight on her eyes. "I didn't want anyone else to do that for you."