Breaking The Wall Of His Insecurities ✔️

part : 45

"Are you not? Why?", He asked

"Because I just remembered how you are losing in business. Even if you didn't blame me... unknowingly because of marriage you faced a huge loss and just because of my foolishness now you have to prove yourself best. I am sorry", Anika apologized. Shivaay broke the hug and stepped one step back. For a second Anika thought he is angry but hearing his reply she laughed in mind

"You are not sorry. You are Blackmailer. Anyways Anika I don't mean whatever I said in anger", Shivaay said and pulled Anika towards him through her waist. He just wants to stay with her forever, he loves the way she cares for him and understands him. He was never perfect but she always try to prove him best and take his best person out of him without any hard work. No one showed affection for him ever like her, now even though he want to keep her happy. His anger is cooled down just because of her, she is just like an angel in his life. Her words always take his stress out, her smile can make his day. He doesn't know whether his feeling for her is love or not but he realised one thing she is his soulmate.

Anika started breathing heavily when Shivaay pulled her towards him, she always feels safe in his arms as she know he will never cross his limits. She placed her hands on his shoulder and closed her eyes when Shivaay joined their foreheads.

"Don't leave if you were going", Shivaay whispered as he don't want Anika to leave the office if he left for a meeting. Anika opened her eyes and shooked her head, she opened her mouth to say something but couldn't because of proximity. She understood that because of his past he is feeling that she will leave him but that is not true

"I will never...n..now go in meeting", Anika said. Shivaay just hummed in reply and walked towards the window. He doesn't know how to get his confidence back, he is losing in business. He thought he will win the deal today but lost again, he worked hard for that which was rejected in a few seconds. He doesn't want to attend any other meeting because he doesn't want to lose. That will directly change his behaviour towards employees and especially her today. He knows only he is not the best, many people will also try to do their best so it was best to postpone the meeting but now he can't.

Shivaay was thinking about business when he felt Anika's hand on his shoulder

"Any problem?", Shivaay asked softly after turning towards her. Anika shooked her head and dragged him towards his chair. Shivaay smiled when Anika filled a glass of water for him

"I am noticing this thing for many days that you are tensed. Don't take tension everything will be fine otherwise it will lead to depression. See I will support you and will work for you anytime you want", Anika said. Shivaay placed his hand on Anika's

"I don't think I can do anything before the award ends. Leave it I should not care about insult I have people who praise me", Shivaay said looking aside as he does care about his self-respect. And his work is his self-respect, he has many workers working under him who depend upon him. Even if he thinks that loss will not harm him but it will harm his employees, even if he is strict he can't lose his company.

"I will not let anyone say a word against you. I will burn them alive and will break their bones. If you need help ask me and we will work hard. Give more meetings than usual and I will make a presentation for you", Anika said

"I will send some files and make blueprints ready for it. Regarding the presentation so I will prefer to work myself for it. Check files on this laptop and find out the best deal and don't forget to read the conditions. Don't take the stress. I am sorry if I am loading you with work", Shivaay said and opened the laptop for her

"Haha, it's ok. I believe in helping others", Anika replied. Shivaay smiled and left from there to attend the meeting
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Meeting went very well and at last, he won the deal with the partnership with another company as well. He is happy that he went to attend this meeting. When he entered his cabin he noticed Anika working without noticing his presence, he smiled when he found her working and went towards the canteen to order one cup of tea for her.