despair - h.hyunjin ★

chapter 21

y/n pov

damn it, what is he even doing here? i can't even tell him what happened last night- ugh. then i noticed he's trying to call someone, probably me but well my phone is dead so- aish leave seungmin

nvm i can't wait here forever, i slowly try to step into through the side ways to reach my backdoor [starts dancing aggressively] to get in, trying my best not to get noticed.

as i finally got to the back of my house safely,

"y/n? what are you doing?"

fuck-

"o-oHH SEUNGMIN- AHAH-"

he just looked at me confused

"WELL YOU SEE I UH- I AHAH- I- KN- I CAME OUT- TO TAKE SOME FRESH AIR- YOU KNOW HOW THEY SAY MORNING AIR IS GOOD AHAHAHA"

"yeah but we have school-" then he noticed me holding my phone, "and why aren't you picking up my calls?"

"oh you called- my phone's dead"

"what- why are you carrying that dead phone with you? put it on charge we have school"

"OH YEA RIGHT AHAHA I'LL BE THERE YOU CAN LEAVE FIRST" as i walked towards him and started pushing him out of there

but wait if he leaves and finds hyunjin in school it'll be even bigger of a problem- or maybe not because why would they talk in the first place. or maybe not take risks- AISHH

"OKAY UM JUST WAIT HERE I'LL GET READY QUICKLY"

"uh okay-" I'd let him in but if he meets mom- SPEAKING OF MOM—

i slowly entered inside trying my best to not make  a noise, ugh im so dead- how am i gonna explain to her i was in our school library the whole night... with hyunjin-

but then when i got in, i saw her sleeping on the couch, with some alcohol bottles here and there, here her daughter could be dying somewhere and look at her- jeez mom, i'd rather get scolded than you not care at all, i rolled my eyes

but then again if she doesn't know its good maybe- ugh whatever seungmin's waiting outside i gotta go

i quickly went up to my room, should i skip shower? ew no i spent the night in that stinky library.

but then seungmin- ugh i should've just let him go, i quickly rush into the bathroom and take a shower, i didnt wanna makle seungmin wait longer so i just put on whatever was the closest, instead of dressing up as usual