~~~Firstly, I want to say that this was like a secret of mine like no one ever read this so I think 14-year-old me won't be too happy about me posting it, but I think she will understand anyway hope you like it. ~~~
If anyone ever reads this understand me and what I wrote.
Am just outside sitting next to Jack (my pet dog) the wind is blowing but am still feeling hot.
Something is wrong with me literally because for a while I have been feeling that something is missing.
From my life my heart or just me like something or maybe someone left me but it, he/she is still so nearby.
To be honest this is bull shit am writing like am some kind of poet or some motivational speaker.
I guess the real problem is because my grandmother on the 18th of May and I did love her.
And am sure I miss her like to the point of crying you know.
But that's the thing I just can't cry like everyone is crying my mom, dad, sister, brother, totally everyone.
But I just can't, and this isn't the first time I just can't cry when someone dies even if someone, I really love dies I don't think I would still cry.
It's not that I don't want to I just can't, and I have no one to share this pain with that will actually not judge me.
So, what do you think? and this isn't the end I just need your feedback to know if I should continue writing so vote and comment your thoughts. ^^
YOU ARE READING
A Place For My Depression
PoetryIt started out as poetry but just turned it into me talking and venting to be honest it's where I pour out all am feeling and it's still not enough so read and be engrossed in my weird world💔☠🙃
