(very old and depressing as hell)
used oil
hot pan
blistering skin
red hot with fever
some sort of infection
will carving the burns
out of my body
rid me of toxins
i distract with short hobbies?
i am hot and alone
curls glued to my forehead
the back of my neck
stiff like my inflection
if tonight is the night
that i make my attempt
just know i had dreams
but i often forget
