(wrote this in the morning after meeting a fussy baby named audrey <3)
i wish i was grateful to know things
i spend lots of time
waiting and waiting
laying around
first job at 18
i hold babies all day
and talk to new mothers
i see how they look up at them
as if they know eachother
everyone talks of the joy that they bring
sweet darling angel
you do not know a thing
i would envy you
but would it be fair
to assume you aren't lost?
to assume you aren't scared?
you won't remember this.
i dont remember this.
parts of me wish i did.
i may be grateful to know things.
