Teenage Sex

Chapter 6

Looking down at him sniffle and fail to hold back his tears makes me feel so horrible. I wish I could feel what he felt so I could understand but... I don't want to feel what he did. I know it hurts so bad to be in a relationship so unstable. I don't know what to do. "It'll be okay. She's gone now." I hold him tight as I can. He pushes me away, placing his feet on the floor and stomping his way to the kitchen. "Wha..??" I mumble, confused. He grabs a paper towel to wipe his nose and eyes. I turn around, expecting him to be mad at me for some reason. I turn back around, my back facing him. If he wants to be moody I can be moody too. He can tell me what's wrong if he wants too. I can feel him looking at me. I roll up into a ball, watching the movie. I feel so cold without him. He's only a few meters away, but it feels like miles. I bite my fingernails waiting for him to come back. Instead, he punches the counter with anger. I understand how he feels, but i'd rather him talk to me about it. He stomps his way upstairs, a loud boom when he slams the bedroom door. I don't understand what I did so wrong besides comfort him. I don't understand why he would feel so angry. Again, I wait for him to come back. He doesn't. I still wait for another twenty minutes, he's still in his room. I lay down on the couch patiently as I drift off to sleep. I rest my head on the arm of the couch.

     
I feel a sudden kiss on my forehead, followed by a blanket tossed over me and a quiet, "I'm sorry Forest. I'm just so angry at myself." I act like I'm still asleep, listening in on what he has to say. "I wish I could have told you the way I felt, but I couldn't find the words to make you understand." It's okay. I understand now. "I wished every day to find a girl like you to heal me from the last, and now that I've found you I just keep crying. I never felt like this before, I hope you understand." I can't hold back my grin, so I toss my arm over my face, hoping he won't notice that I'm awake. "Forest." He whispers. He slips under my arm and lays himself on top of me. "Forest I know you hear me." He demands. He exhales onto my neck, followed by a few wet kisses. I giggle. "Nicholas, stop it.." I slur. He backs up. "Good morning sunshine!" "What time is it?" "Uh like... 2:00?" I gasp. "WHERE ARE MY PANTS?!" I look up at Nicholas with an expression of fear, anger, and curiosity. "No no no it's not what you think, you never even put pants on." I sigh, relieved.