I walked up to Panera bread and sat down to sit in Ben. I really didn't want to come but I did anyway. As I was ordering something to eat I seen Ben come in the door. He ordered and payed for the high of us then we went to go sit outside.
Ben: So not make up today
Me: No hey how are you? Look I've had a long as day today so can we speed this up so I can get back to work
Ben: Ok then I was going to say that your more beautiful without it
Me: Your so corny for that, but I guess thank you
Ben: So what do you do for a living other than being a wife
Me: I own my own salon, swim line, and hair line. And I have two beautiful children
Ben: That's great a hard working woman/mom. So how old are your kids and what are their names
Me: You asking a lot of personal questions which you don't need to know that or nothing about my relationship
Ben: I understand, well I can tell you about me
Me: I could really care less because we are never going to see each other again
Ben: Well how do you know that, we always run into each other. Look I know how loyal you are to your man and I get that I mean loyal women are hard to find
Me: Well I'll look the other way, and I love my Makih to much to feel the need to cheat on him with anyone. So look I'm about to go because I have clients waiting on me and kids waiting on me at home
Ben: I get it, well I'm glad you came to lunch with me
Me: And I need the key to my house since you haven't gave us that yet
Ben: Yea I brought it, I knew you would ask
Me: Thanks, bye
After that I left and went back to the shop to finish up some clients when I was done I went into my office to finish some stuff in there when Stat came into my office.
Me: I already know how did the lunch go
Star: Yep girl go ahead and spill the beans. So what did y'all talk about?
Me: Nothing because I didn't want to know about him and he doesn't need to know about me
Star: So you just shut him down
Me: Yep
Star: Damn Bella ain't even give the guy a chance to be friends
Me: Star I already know he wants to be more than friends with me
Star: Yea well I get it
We talked a little bit more while she helped me close up the shop and we went our separate ways. I got home to cook dinner because Kairi and Makih was coming over and to drop off MJ. 30 minutes into cooking I here little foot steps running in the kitchen and hit the back of my legs laughing
Kairi:BB *laughing*
Me: KK *laughing* hey my girl, what you been doin
Kairi: I play at park with daddy and MJ
Me: Really, you had fun?
Kairi: Yep, can I stay with you tonight. I don't want to leave your house
Me: Yes you can baby for as long as you want to. Where is daddy and MJ
Makih: I'm right here and MJ is sleep in his room
Me: Hey baby, give me some loving
Makih: Hey baby
Me: Kairi can you go watch tv in the living room while I talk to daddy
She ran into the living to watch her favorite show
Makih: What's wrong baby
Me: Baby Kairi is at that age where she realizes that we don't live together and I'm sure it's confusing her
Makih: Ik, she asks me all the time when are we coming back to your house. You think I want her to notice what we are going through because I don't. Me and her mom aren't together and the last thing I want her to see is that we not together either. Did you ask that guy about the key to the house
Me: Yea, he actually gave it to me. So when do you want to move in
Makih: Soon how about this weekend. Shid I barely can sleep without you
Me: Yea me too, so have you been going to therapy?
Makih: Yea, it's been pretty straight. He even wants you to come to one
Me: Ok just tell me when
After the talk I got done cooking and we headed into the living room to watch movies and eat. I really missed times like this but hopefully we weren't going to be separated for long even tho I'm the one who wanted it.
I really got bored writing this chapter that's why it's short but I'll think of something better ❤️