(tom's pov)
tom groaned when he finished puking in the toilet, it has been four weeks now and each morning he woke up to feeling sick and the rest of his day was fine ever since he and tord made up he realized now they rarely had time to be together due to tord running a army and all and tord wasnt allowed to even show affection when he had lunch or papers to do
and tom was getting mad about that he honestly missed it when tord never owned an army and would snuggle him in bed till they pass out or made love but whenever they go to sleep together tord passes out with exhaustion leaving tom cuddle less and it was making tom feel alone all over again
they made up
they loved each other
right?
no tom's fantasies where all wrong he never felt tord cuddle him or hear him say how much he loves tom no it never happens
"tom you ok?" tord hummed softly "how much did you drink last night anyways" tom tensed
he never drank anything
not a single drop of liquor since he is paranoid that the drinks might be ruffied up
"none" he whispered his body shaking
"then you must be sick come on lets go see a medi-"
"NO THATS NOT NECESARRY TORD OK?" he looks down "its not ok?" tord hugged his arms raising an eyebrow
"look tord i dont know what happened but..." he sighs "am scared ok?" he walks over to tord and hugs him earning a grunt from the taller man as tom suddenly felt the man push him away "stop that stop hugging me" he snaps
"WHAT AFTER WE MADE UP YOU ARE AVOIDING MY AFFECTION" tom yells at the man "why why cant i have a normal relationship WHERE THEY WANT MY AFFECTION you know tord it sucks were alone we should be showing affection but when i do your like 'no go away i dont need that stop it'" he shook his head "your hurting me more than you think" he pushes past the other putting his jacket on and storming out of the room
"tom wait-" tord frowned but knew he couldnt stop the man he loved
tom storms out of the base face red with anger as he flops down in the middle of the field hugging his legs "stupid commie.."
"stupid indeed" a familiar voice whispered behind tom as his eyes widened
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the body guard and the leader(tomtord future au)
FanfictionWARNING this will have mature content abuse etc its a dark time the red army took over and tom thought tord was dead but in reality he survived how did tom figure out well tord or red leader walked up to him and forced him into the army to be tord'...
