(Mashiho POV)
throwing a pebble into the lake in front of me, I frown, looking down at my cellphone.
"8 pm, he is not here yet " I sigh, sadness hitting inside me.
I knew I should stop hopping , because it's not like this is his first time to be late, that's his habits, always comes late when we having dates and didn't even feeling any regret after that. I sigh heavily.
He's always like that.
At least he always comes ..
"You are here .. let's go" I jolt when a cold voice greeted me, I turn to look at him, My so called boyfriend already standing beside me, crossing his arms while coldly starting at me, I nod.
I never dare myself to ask why, why he always come late, even I don't care he'll going to apologized or not.
Or feeling sorry because he always made me wait for him, like now sitting in this bench and wait for him in almost two hours.
I will never care or .. I try to never care, to me...He is here is enough.
"where are we going ..???" he ask sternly, was he angry because I forced him to come today, but .. It's our first anniversary,
with this .. we are officially dating for one year.
"Anywhere" I smile at him, "where are you like to go Kyu-ah..??" I asked trying to be gentle, Junkyu look at me lazily.
"You ask me to come here..?? now why you want me to be the one who decided..??" he snap, I jolted.
"o-okay..."I stuttered and quickly flashed a nervous smile "how about.. dinner, I know a good place" I suggested
"I've been eating before I come here .." he said coldly, I bit my lips and look at him thoughtfully, I am so hungry, but if I told him that he will get angry and told me to have dinner by myself, of course with him leaving me alone.
"Then lets go to cinema, there is movie I want to watch, or ..how about amusement park..??" I suggest again, he look at me and hiss.
"How long have you known me Mashiho-ssi, I don't like crowds such as amusement park, I don't like watching movie either, better watch it in my home alone" he said coldly.
I was silent again, he always refused every time I asked him out.
"all right,we just stay here, the lake in here is pretty good, although it was late" I said finally, Junkyu looked at me a moment then look straight ahead again.
"Okay, we just stay here "he said, I smile happily, then take a sit again in the bench, Junkyu just follow me in silent.
"Kyu-ah, thanks for coming" I said sincerely, Junkyu just kept quiet, looking staright at the lake.
"Hyung, did you know what day is today..??" I asked carefully, he probably dont know what day it is, with his attitude like this every day, but...there's nothing wrong if I ask, he still my boyfriend for all I knows.
"Why should I care about today" he replied sarcastically, I sighed, i already expect that, I try to smile at him, then slowly took his hand in mine, and he was just silent without even looked at me, continue to staring forward towards the lake and wouldn't want to hold my hand back.
"I love you Junkyu-ah" I said gently, Junkyu glances at me for a moment, then nod.
"Ne .." he replied, I took off my fingers with a sad feeling hitting my heart, he never replied to what I said, he never say he love me back.. or bla..bla..
he hate everything about me.. he hate me..but I love him
Did he really did not know about this.. about me and how much I love him..???
