Tomorrow marks my 6 month anniversary of starting as an RN (in this hospital). I've been through so much this past year. Nursing has changed me into a more depressed person tbh, so it's exciting that I'm working my way up in terms of experience: I need to get out of the hospital ASAP. I know how to function more as a nurse now, but I genuinelly still don't enjoy it.
I am very proud of myself for coming this far though. Do you know how many times I've sobbed because of this job? How many times I would have panic attacks in the parking lot? How much anxiety/rashes I've gotten from this shit? I honestly didn't think I'd last this long so this is huge for me. I was so happy about this I told my family. My sister rolled her eyes at me and my mom jabbed "all you do is sit at home anyway."
You see why I want to move out? I can't even be happy or say anything without being insulted. I need to get out of here to be happy.
<3
Annie 💜
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My First Year of Nursing
Non-FictionWeek by week updates on what's happening, what i did well, what i did poorly :) This is mainly for my own reflective purposes, but feel free to read!!
