2 hours later
(It's still Spencers pov)
Y/n has been in surgery for 2 hours. They haven't been out to give us an update. Emily and I have been crying our eyes out since she went into surgery, while everyone else tried to keep calm. I looked to see a doctor coming out.
"Y/n?"
All of us stood up
"Y-yes" I spoke trying to not break down
"I-is she a-alive?"
"Yes she's in bad condition but she's alive. She's going to need to stay for a least a few days."
I was relieved but then I knew I had to ask the question.
"I-is um is our b-b-baby okay?" I said my voice breaking at the end as tears form in my eyes
"I'm so sorry but she lost the baby"
"Oh god" I sobbed
"No no no no!" I started yelling
I couldn't hold myself up anymore and I fell.
I could hear Emily cry. She knew how badly Y/n wanted this baby.
Derek came up behind me and went on his knees.
"Spencer" he says sadly
"I-I I can't believe my babys gone!" I was still yelling while I was sobbing. I couldn't help it.
"Let me help you up"
Derek helped me up and gave me a hug.
"It's gonna be okay pretty boy"
"I just can't believe it Derek she's gone"
"I know Spencer I'm so sorry"
I thought of Y/n and how she's gonna take the news
"What's gonna happen to Y/n" I whisper
"What do you mean?" he pulls me out of the hug and brings me to a chair so we can sit down
"She wanted this baby so badly Derek. I know she was unsure at first but she wanted this baby more than me I think. I don't even know all of what she went through. Derek she was all alone with that woman for five days! Y/n is not going to be able to live with herself after she finds out!"
"She'll be okay Spencer, you both will"
The doctor walks back over.
"Y/n is going to start waking up soon. Do you want me to take you to her room?"
"Y-yes please"
"Can I come?" Emily asks as tears fall from her eyes
"Of course"
He walks us to room 178, Y/ns room. I couldn't help but put my hand over my mouth when I walked in. Tears streamed down my face. Y/n had been beaten so badly. I have no idea how I'm supposed to tell her our baby is gone. Luna Marie Reid is gone. I still can't believe it.
"Would you like me to tell her?" the doctor asked me
"No it's okay I can do it" I said with tears still falling
"Are you sure?" he asks trying to be kind
"Yes I'm sure." I sounded mad but I just needed this to be a dream. I needed to wake up.
Y/n started waking up
"JUST DO IT ALREADY" she screamed as she started throwing her hands in the air
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He's in Love with a Killer (Spencer reid x reader)
FanfictionEverything's perfect. She got the job she always wanted She got the guy She had her life all planned out But what happens when she loses the most important thing to her I'm currently editing this story, but I don't think I'll be adding any big det...
