Toxic BxBxBxBxBxB

9

Wednesday 9 August 2023

Felix :
As I woke up Quin was still with me but he soon left and went to talk to the guys. That kinda made me distrust him but I still preferred him over the rest of them.

Sebastian:
I realised that collage was tomorrow and Felix could leave the house so I will need to tell the guys to keep an eye on him.

Felix:
I sat down on the sofa and drake sat next to me and so did James. I wanted to move away but I was falling asleep and I couldn't lay down. I looked at drake and he looked at me. I wanted them to get off but instead they stayed on the sofa.
"No" drake
I then looked at James
"No" james

I got up and layed on the floor and took and little nap but it was to uncomfortable so I got up and sat on a spare chair and fell asleep but that was still too uncomfortable so I just decided not to sleep. They called me for dinner but I said
"No thanks I'm not hungry"
"YOU WILL EAT!" Drake
I moved over to the table and sat down and I looked at the food and said
"I can't eat this I'm allergic"
"What does that mean?" Finn
(What do you mean what does that mean you dickhead)
"If I eat this I die"
"Shit" all
"DON'T YOU DARE someone get the food." Quin shouted scared that I would eat it now I'm scared of him too, I shouldn't of asked to stay with them that night I left home, after my mum was pissed at me.
They took the food away and have me eat soup instead tbh they kinda scare me a lot and I hate them but I need to act strong.
"I'm going to bed"
"Where?" all
"Well I don't have a room so I guess the fucking sofa dicks" I say
I walked to the sofa and layed down I thought about stuff and fell asleep. I saw the sun beem onto my face and I woke up I got ready for collage and rushed out the door to collage once I got there I went straight to class.
"Hey" random boy
"Hi"
"Your so cute" random boy
"Can you hide me please"
" sure how? " random boy
"Just don't let the 5 6'0 and taller boys find me "
"Okay just sit here" random boy
I saw them enter and I saw they all saw me. Shit shit shit shit. Class was over and I ran to the bathroom into one of the stalls.
"Come out now!" Finn
" no go away please" I fucking hate them why me ?
"Either you open the door or I am coming in" drake
I opened the door and they all looked at me. I get hit in the neck and pass out.

Later at home

I woke up and surprisingly there was no one at the end of the bed so I just went back to sleep until I heard a scream. I ran downstairs to see drake with a knife in his hand and the others backed away. Why did he have a knife??? I collapsed to the floor remembering another flashback

Flashback: Felix is 15 in this one
I walked downstairs to see my dad and mum arguing
Bold is dad
Not bold is mum

"Why are you so dumb!!"
" Who are you calling dumb?? "
"You bitch!!"
" Felix come here"
I walked to my parents
"Now what!"
" is mummy dumb ? "
"No infact it's dad who is"
"What did you say"
He then grabbed a knife and threatened me with it ever since that day I have been scared of knifes.

End of flashback

I was on the floor crying and shaking I hated this whole experience I just wanted to end it. I've had years of this pain. All of them scare me now I don't feel safe at all.