The hated to loved *EDITING*

chapter 8

(She looks like this)

*Bonnie's pov*

It's been a few months as I grew rapidly so did my mindset  I have a amazing bond with all the guards mostly felix, Dimitri, alec jane , Heidi and Chelsea.

I have grown close to my mates mostly Marcus  Alistair found his mate bellatrix one of the guards its going great this morning I got dressed into a white sundress and white heels then I did my hair.

I heard jane coming so I got up and unlocked the door "hi bon-bon" she greeted me with a smile "hi Jane" I greeted back as she hugged me.

"I was making sure your awake you do only sleep like 2 hours"      "ok yeah I'm going to the garden" I walked out side a book in hand.

*aros pov*

Our mate has went from looking 7 to looking 17 the bond has gotten stronger so has the pull so we spend alot of time together but that is making athadora and sculpia suspicious.

But bonnie is also getting suspicious why we always enter the tower where shes not permitted why we are never inside the castle on Friday and Sunday Marcus has been telling us to hurry and divorce our wives we told him we will in a few months.

*Bonnie's pov* (TW tears of blood)             (yes she can cry but she crys blood)

As I'm going outside I run into Marcus "buongiorno mi cara" he greeted as he kissed me "Buongiorno amore mio" I gave him a kiss before going out side i have only kissed Marcus so far as soon as I went outside.

I heard talking so I masked myself they couldn't hear my heart or smell my scent doing this has helped me be able to write songs with out someone coming to bother me I followed the voices and saw aro and cauis with woman in there arms.

I was a bit upset and jealous I only hoped they were just hugging then they kissed them i felt my heart break into a million peices we were supposed to be mates it seems they felt how hurt I was I sped to my room and locked the door not wanting to see anyone me as weak.

I fell to the floor with tears of blood they rolled down my cheek  I just wished I could cry and scream without anyone  hearing at that moment someone knocked "bonnie its us" Marcus said through the door referring to cauis and aro "go away" I said trying to put a normal voice that wouldn't crack.

"I just need a moment without anyone around me" I told him but my voice cracked damn it "bonnie are you ok your voice cracked" aro spoke "YES" as soon as i said that they left which made me roll my eyes.

*days later*

Ever since I saw aro and cauis I haven't came out of my room everyone tries to talk to me and get me out but I dont I drink from blood bags not wanting to desacate but I paint and write songs about how I feel and being away from my mates is also hurting me.

Alistair Is the only person i will say hi to other than that I'm pretty much mute i stopped crying over them and I'm trying to get better but it's hard today I have made many paintings.

Sorry for the short chapter I am 100% posting another chapter today because this is short I will start writing after school  BUT I HAVE OVER 2K READS HOW IS THIS POSSIBLE LIKE MY STORYS ARENT EVEN DONE OR GOOD💀 LIKE I LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT LIKE  *CHEF KISS* ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤