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Where our destiny meets (The Epilogue) ♡

Ready your drinks, it's long😁😜

I'm going to start the chapter with this, related with the chapter. (Written by me)

The Unknown Fate

My heart is filled with emotions
Wanting to come out with tears,
It's hard to store it.

The white star which sparked in
My heart, lost its sparks,
It's a dead star now.

The thread of our hearts
became so loose.
Falling for you was the best thing
But it left a burnt in my heart.
Missing you was my routine.

I still remember the smile, the
loving eyes, the warmth of
Your hands.

I wonder if you remember me now,
Am I feeling more?
Our ships lost at the night.
Our fate didn't met.

All memories washed away,
My heart is drowning.
If you still want me now?

We lost the connection ( of heart)
It was so hard to say goodbye
Even the morning sky has to
Say goodbye to the stars.

Nothing to do with the lingering feelings, without cherishing silently.
I wish we could met to cherish our existence.

Now it's a memory,
A memory of few sweet times
Which didn't last.

The promises broke apart
The dead white star lied on my heart.
Not a spring anymore, all I
could see is winter.

My heart has frozen, craving
For your warmth to melt it down.
It's hard to breathe,
The air lost your fragrance.

I want you again,
Can I embrace you again!?

-I.Aaka

Taehyung's POV

Everything is messed up, I left to my house with heavy heart. Because of me everything happened, how I was this blind to not to see the reality. I was too ashamed of myself. I didn't have the confidence to face them, to face her again. Aaka changed her phone number, I called her parents if she went there, they said no, then I managed to them because they don't know anything about this. I don't even know where she is living. I didn't have to courage to ask Jungkook that where she is living, because I know what I did before. I'm totally broken. I wish I could undo everything. It extremely hurts.

I don't even know why I believed to Jennie, she just used me. How I'm so blind that I couldn't even understood the difference between glass and diamond. I hate myself for this. Aaka didn't deserve anything, when she just gavee her pure love.

Everyday seems like a month to me. Now I understood how does it feel to be in love, how does it feel to be broken, how does it feel to loose first love. Now I'm feeling how Aaka felt everyday being rejected by me. She tolerated it for a year. I'm feeling so guilty. I can't take it anymore. It's been a month that I don't have any connection with her.