Rude husband

30: y/n & Jungkook

I woke up after a long slumber, i felt like my all energy is taken out yet and totally sour

My abdomen hurts like shit, and my tears they are dried up almost like they're tired of pouring out

My heart felt stinging with tons of emotions, and i didn't want to feel any of them in this current situation

Glancing up at the time I noticed it's literally 2 pm in the afternoon

i stared down myself completely used, and ruined. He didn't even tried to listen to me neither i tried to tell him

Why would I? when he didn't want to listen

Forcing someone to understand you is like asking them to to open their eyes and watch the truth which they still never gonna trust

And that's why, I'm gonna be totally silent. And let him do whatever he wants to. I don't want to talk to him neither I want to watch his face

I will ignore him and his existence, divorcing him is not as easy i thought it to be

There will be a long process and He is a fucking mafia, he have already warned me

I can't leave him. I can't.

First my parents lives will be in danger, second I have nowhere to go no shits to start from

You might be wondering why don't I leave them all and fuck this work but let me tell you honey

The world doesn't work like that, people will still gonna throw dirt on me if I left him that maybe I was the problem

Who couldn't work on his needs and that's why it all happened

But no one's gonna talk about how I feel, which I don't know myself.

And now this is how I'm gonna live my life now, Quiet and used. since nobody listens when I talk.

I felt numb, looking around my surroundings i could see the destruction from last night everywhere

Ruined bedsheets and clothes splattered on the ground, and then my gaze lands on the mirror infront of our bed

My eyes stares down my body, Filled with bite marks and scratches.

I looked away from myself and i didn't know how I was feeling it's like i suddenly can't feel anything

I slowly tried to stand up, but my legs are so sour and wobbly, I sat down on the ground with a yelp

I peaked my eyes at the door of our bedroom, and i don't know why I'm expecting him to stay by my side

I don't know I had this wierd feeling in my chest to see him next to me like other husbands do for their wife

After their first night together, but seems like he's already gone to work

Leaving me alone on my own.

I let out a sigh and i felt so sad, why the hell I'm expecting things?, when I have stopped expecting things from others a long time ago

I felt so pathetic looking down at my feet, i closed my eyes shut tight, clutching my hands on the bed

Until I could hear footsteps slowly approaching nearer.

I opened my eyes in an instant, my heartbeat was running faster suddenly

Why? Is he at home? But why would he-