Rude husband

32: Y/n

Once again everything was in a routine, me waking up without him by my side but rooh resting on me or sometimes he licks my face to wake me up

He has been my good child whenever I feel sad or down, he knows how to lighten me up like he can feel my sad aura

He has grown up a lot in these past few weeks, his bark has been very sharp these days

And about Him and me, i have been avoiding him at all cost since he knows well how to control over me

Going to bed purposely quicker so I don't have to face him and about the morning well he's already gone till i wake up

Which is a good thing since he won't force me into anything, after our very last intercourse in the bathroom

I have been having this feeling, of feeling dizzy and morning sickness

Out of the sudden i crave different types of foods and sweets and that's what I'm afraid of

What if? W-what if I'm pregnant?

I was afraid to ask him to bring me a pregnancy test kit, and i bought it by myself

The bodyguards didn't let me go out, and then he called them to let me go and accompany me everywhere

And thanks to God, after reaching the medical store, I told them to wait outside and the bodyguards hesitate but stood there

And i successfully bought it, after returning home i straight went to restroom

And my whole world stopped, when the test turns out to be positive

The two lines on the object proved I'm pregnant, my eyes filled with tears as i stared at it again and again

He don't want a child.

He would be so mad and if he got to know i forget to take the pills he left for me

Oh no God, this little human growing inside my womb, don't deserve this, I'm such a bad mother I can't even take care of him/her

I wonder if he-

If he forced me to abort it, the tears slowly rolled down my cheeks, as i sat there letting my emotions out

A few minutes passed and i heard a knock, i flinched as i quickly wiped my tears away panicking as i hide the results in one of the drawers with my trembling hands

"Y/n?" I heard his voice calling me out, how is he so early back home today??

My heart started to beat so fast as i cleared my throat

"Y-yes?" I mentally groaned why the hell did i stutter??, There was a silence for a minute and i knew he got the tone, until he spoke again

"Come out" he command, and i quickly washed my face with the water and wiped it off with the towel

Taking deep breaths i tried to calm down, maybe he wants to use the restroom just calmed down don't panic y/n

I talked to myself as i slowly unlocked the door and slipped outside without glancing at him who is sitting on the edge of the bed

I was about to walk out in the living room but he once again stopped me

"Where did you go today?" He interogates me as i stood there froze on the door

I sighed as i acted Normal looking down at my feet