NOT HIS BRIDE

7. TRAUMA

꧁ है ये नशा,
      या है ज़हर
   इस प्यार को हम क्या नाम दें
   कब से अधूरी है इक दास्तां
   आजा उसे आज अंजाम दें
     तुम्हें भूलूँ कैसे मैं मेरी पहली खता तुम हो..

[मैं जो जी रहा हूँ वज़ह तुम हो..
वज़ह तुम हो.. ] ꧂

(This is addiction,
or is it poison?
   What should we name this love
      Since when is this story incomplete?
    let's do it today
       How can I forget you, you are my first     account..

[I am living because of you..
The reason is you..]

Vivaan's POV
The marriage ended and we were in the car heading back home
She was not crying now
Oh got what wanted
Why will she cry now....

Oh Esha I miss you

Anika's POV
My tears dried, I was just a soul less body now
No emotions nothing
What can I do, what should I do now?
Spend my whole life with this jerk ?

We were car going to his house, don't know what Krishna has planned for me
How will my life end?
It feels like I should hung myself after reaching

He was expressionless but since last 5 mins he is looking at me with a disgusting face
Now what did I do to him that he is doing this

First of all I didn't understood why did he married me if only he has to do was making disgusting face while looking at me

I was in my thoughts when we reached his house

Yes, as expected it was huge mansion with several bodyguards around
A big garden and a pool could be seen when we stand at the main house gate

Mrs. Raghuvanshi brought a big plate with red water in it and told me to put the right leg in the plate and then left and then go till my room

First I kicked the "Kalash" (jar filling with rice) and then did as instructed

I went to room and as soon I entered I was pinned to the wall by non other then Vivaan Raghuvanshi
What in the hell he was trying to do
Firstly he forcefully married me and now....
Such an asshole he is

But then he said something which made me shocked

"How are you slut? Nice? Happy now that you married me? A rich successful business man?
Now tell me what did you do to my Esha? Where in the hell is she??"

No way in the hell he was blaming me for that bitch's fault!!!

Now he crossed his limit he was holding my wrist so tight that my bangles broke and blood began to fall from my hands

I shouted, "WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOURSELF HUH? THAT GIRLS DIE FOR YOU? THE FREAKING WANNA MARRY YOU THEY ARE DYING TO DO SEX WITH YOU? NO NOT AT ALL SUCH A JERK LIKE YOU DON'T DESERVE A GIRL AT ALL AND ABOUT THAT BITCH SHE BLACKMAILED ME OTHERWISE I WOULD NEVER MARRY A. PERSON. LIKE. YOU. NEVER IN MY DREAM ALSO I HAVE IMAGINED MY LIFE TO BE THIS WORSE....."

She broke after this sentence
Yes it was true this never got happiness in her life, she became an orphan at such a young age, them her uncle and aunt made her life hell, she was being bullied her whole life in school, college and at home, she got a job after so efforts and now because of this job only she is here, vulnerable, crying on her knees with her hands bleeding...