exile , luke castellan.¹ ✓

iv. you were the best

luke, 

i can't stop thinking about you. about us. 

today is my birthday. november 7th.
but it's not the same without you here. 

even when you were under the control of kronos, you always remembered. the last thing you sent me was a bath and body works perfume set of my absolute favorite scent. that was last year. 

everything reminds me of you.  

camp. you were our leader before....you know.
swordfighting. you were the best.
even my age.

i'm now twenty-four. you died at twenty-four.

i don't deserve to outlive you, luke. i'm not a hero, like you. i'm not strong, like you. 

the only thing i ever succeeded in was getting you to fall in love with me. and because of that, i wish that i never fell in love with you first. 

otherwise, i wouldn't be hurting as much.

adelia.