CHAMBER OF REFLECTION

1.9K 59 15
                                    

Jenna checked her phone
6:00 o'clock
She went out for another walk again,to the park to be specific  it was a chilly afternoon, it was 61°degrees, it was chilly considering it was Palm Springs, it was nice when the weather was like this, this is what she missed, being home in the cold weather
She saw the hidden bench from yesterday. She did think a lot about her interaction with that girl. Did she really look lonely?
A sigh left her lips as she stared at her shoes as she walked to her spot and the girls spot now, Chamber of reflection by Mac Demarco playing, this time she didn't take a book, she only took her cigarettes, she hated lying to her mom about how she would stop after being scolded world wide on instagram, God she felt so embarrassed by that, but she understood, that's what moms do
"Are you taking over my spot?" The familiar voice said making her snap out of her thoughts, She took in the girl in front of her, a north face black and yellow mountain jacket with baggy jeans and white nikes
"You there?" The girl sat down next to her frowning at her, Jenna cleared her throat realizing she was checking her out, and that she really wanted that jacket
"I guess I am stealing your spot, is there a problem with that?" Why was she so defensive ?  it shocked her honestly, she usually wasn't like this
"No, i don't mind sharing, sharing is caring " The girl said, she already forgot her name was staring at her, she noticed her eyes were blue (important details later on) her hair was a bit curly but not fully
"You're lonely ?" She asked with a small frown, this made Jenna roll her eyes "God can you just drop it?" She said a bit annoyed, the girl shook her head staring at her, pulling out her pack, she grabbed Jenna's cigarette, putting the lit part on her unlit part as she huffed so it would light up, Jenna stared at her, she'd never seen someone light a cigarette like that before
"Thank you" She handed it to her crossing her legs facing her more

"I listened to the song you were listening to yesterday, it's downloaded now you got good taste" Jenna blushed slightly at this, she forgot about that, this person seemed interesting
"Sometimes i don't know how to be social, i'm sorry if i'm a bit rude" Jenna said softly taking a drag from her cig, the girl nodded smiling softly at her "You're fine i kinda noticed that yesterday, and i'm sorry i can be a bit imprudent " Jenna nodded quickly with a smile, that was the word, she wasn't rude, she was just imprudent wait no "Well maybe a bit rude too" She added, she did find her rude as well the girl giggled nodding putting her hands up "Okay okay i agree, i was a bit rude" She said smiling, Jenna smiled as well, forgetting the feeling she was feeling
"But Jenna" She said checking her phone quickly

Am I boring her?

"It's okay to feel lonely, your human after all, i swear it's okay, me myself was feeling like that yesterday,i hate to cut this short but i have to go to work oh and you should listen to apocalypse by cigarettes after sex " She stood up quickly waving at her as she walked away
"Hope we see each other again, Later!"
Jenna waved back not expecting her to say that, she felt frozen, no one had been so real with her, only her family, but a stranger? And being open about their feelings as well?
She had to admit, she did come out for a walk in hopes of encountering this person again, who's name she hates that she forgot  her name and the girl didn't forget hers, but her words did help her, she's right it's okay to feel lonely...it amused her and made her heart beat a little how this person could read her like that just by seeing her .

"I'm going to sleep guys i'm really tired" The twins smiled and nodded at her, they knew how much she worked and how sleep deprived she was, they quickly got up embracing her in a tight hug kissing her cheek
"GOODNIGHT" They both said with a huge smile, Jenna smiled kissing their cheeks back
"Night guys" She said softly with a huge smile, she walked to the guest room, passing their friends room, she was nowhere to be seen, she was curios, Markus really wants them to meet

Jenna laid down remembering the song recommendation the girl gave her, she opened spotify quickly searching it as she put on her headphones, she shut her eyes, the moment it started she could see the girl listening to the song with her AirPods, god she has a problem, she imagined her with

Her

Headphones
Now that's better, so much better
She slowly drifted to sleep with the imagine of the girl with her favorite thing, her headphones .

WHO ARE YOU?Where stories live. Discover now