They had me put in a room and I was hooked up to all sorts of IVs and monitors
Jesse - the boys are here there all in the waiting room
Nurse - alright we're going to send you through for an emergency c-section
"Why can't I just do it normally
Nurse - to risky for you and her alright I'll take you up in 5
"Once they pull her out you have to go with her alright don't worry about me go with her
Jesse - babe I want to stay with you
"Go with her Jake can come sit with me while I get stitched up
Nurse - you ready
"Yeah
She wheels me down to surgery moving me on to the table Jesse holding my hand
Jesse - I love you so much babe don't forget that your the strongest girl I know and after this I'm going to have 2 of the most gorgeous girls in the world
I couldn't say anything from the tears in my eyes and lump in my throat
Doctor - congratulations you have a girl
"Why isn't she crying
Doctor - sir do you want to follow the nurse
Jesse - I'll be back baby alright
I feel my hand become empty as Jesse leaves and quickly filled again
Jake -Congrats sis your a mum
I feel him wipe the tears from my eyes
"Can I go see her
Doctor - you won't be able to walk for the next 2 hours and a bed can't go in there
Jake - what if I carry her
Doctor - yeah I guess so
Jake picks me up bridal style walking me downstairs to NICU and in where i saw Jesse sitting next to an incubator Jake puts me in to his lap and leaves
"What's wrong with her
Jesse - nothing she's just very small and was born not breathing so they are helping her
"She looks just like you
Jesse - she does doesn't she
I grab jesses phone taking a photo of her to put on Instagram and Facebook
~ my beautiful daughter was born at 4.20pm almost 2 months early via emergency c-section and I'm so in love ❤️
Nurse - I'm sorry visiting hours end soon
"When do they start again
Nurse - about 7 tomorrow alright don't worry she's safe with us
Jesse - come on babe
