Texting Magcon

LXIX

-Wednesday-

It's currently 3:47am

Everybody was going to bed after a long day at the beach doing surfing lessons and just doing lots of other activities around Hawaii

G and I actually hung out and talked like normal for once

But every time he smiled, I couldn't help but smile too I know that's cliché but it's true lately I've been getting these feelings in my stomach that I would only get for one guy and that guy was Wesley

But the feeling I get for Jack are stronger than what Wesley made me feel even though my feels for Wesley were pretty strong, I guess there's always something stronger than the thing you thought was strong, if that makes sense

I was washing my face in the bathroom when I heard a knock on the room door

I quickly dry my face with a cloth and sprint over to the door swinging it open seeing G standing there with a smile

"What's up?" I smile as I let him in and close the door behind him

"Nothing, I don't wanna sleep yet" he says as he sits on my bed

I jump on my bed next to him then sit criss cross

I could tell Jack was deep into thought, making me wonder what he was thinking about

"Can I be honest with you Layla?" Jack says after a moment of silence as he lays down with his hands resting under his head

"Of course you can"

He takes a deep breath before sitting up and facing me but then looked down at his fingers

"Over the years I've known you, I started developing feelings for you and that's never happened before I've always been focused on Madison, yeah I thought other women were attractive but never grew feelings for them. I don't know, there's just something about you that pulled me into your direction and when Cameron broke your heart I wanted to so badly go over to his place and beat the shit outta him but instead I chose to be by your side I knew at some point I'd have to get over you but I just couldn't every time I tried I'd just fall deeper for you, and I know that sounds cliche but it's true. I just never wanted to say anything because you were so hooked up on Wesley, you are my best friend's sister, and I have a girlfriend, there was so many reasons not to tell you how I felt and just seeing you hang out with Cameron hurts me because I wanna be the one to make you laugh or smile not him, he doesn't deserve you. So when we hung out today it made me really happy because I had you by my side" he finally looks up at me making eye contact

I could see the sadness in his eyes

I was speechless, I didn't know what to say

"Jack-" I manage to say

"No, don't say anything" he cuts me off "Just, let me try something out" he moves closer to me

I had a feeling of what he might wanna try causing me to freeze in my spot not being able to say a word

He leans in closer to me as his eyes shoot over to my lips, out of nervousness I lick and bite my bottom lip