Raja oh Raja
How thou art love thy Adil so much
All the heart breaking emotions
How he watches you but does not see you
How ignorant he can be
You are his best companion
And he is your only
And still there is nothing much to share between you
All the emotions
Al the secrets that you kept
Your fantasies
Your feelings for him
Every night you add another brick
In the walls between you
Because love only increases as the sun sets down on another day
With heavy heart and a lot of memories
Wishing again and again
If only you had more confidence in your self
What if you had written him a letter to tell him your secret?
Or on the sand and he would see when he goes for his morning swim in the ocean
And still after all these years
In this loneliness
Where somehow you heart has started to accept that your captivity will not end
That Adil isn't your prince charming
Because he won't come
When you are on fire
He has his own cinderelliot
He is not your knight in shining armor
And I'm going to say something your heart has been told a thousand times
Let him go Raja
Leave him
Because as heavenly he may look
As cleaver his mind may be
He doesn't deserve you.
