Chapter 21- You don't have to be scared anymore Abi

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I walked out onto the balcony, the cold air hit my shoulders and made me shiver. I wished i kissed Austin but all i had on my mind was all the bad times that i had with Noah. At first when i meet him, he was so nice to me and he treated me like a princess but then i found his dark side. Noah has messed me up to much, i can't even kiss an other guy without being scared? i wish i never meet Noah.

*Flashback*

I was walking the streets of New York, walking home from Aidan's house. I was texting Aidan saying i was nearly home when i bumped into someone.

Abi: oh sorry, i wasn't paying attention to where i was going, sorry sir.

Voice: it's okay miss

He had a couple of his mate with him, he started to talk to his friends, i started to walk away but then they decided to start speaking to me. I know your not meant to talk to strangers but i wasn't thinking at this moment in time.

Voice: hey, i'm Noah by the way, nice to meet you...?

Abi: sorry, i'm Abigail, nice to meet you Noah

He held out his hand for me to shake and i did so.

*End of flashback*

That was my first time meeting Noah, i just wish i listened to my dad when he said to me 'don't talk to strange', if i listened to him, i wouldn't have been so scared to kiss Austin tonight.

*Flashback*

Abi: No Noah, I've had enough of you, how you treat me, how you beat me up everyday and expect me to stay, i've had it. We're over, i never want to see you ever again!

Noah: no, you can't end it doll, i say its over when i say its over!

Abi: no, i was apart of our relationship and i say its over. Noah, its over, read my lips, O.V.E.R!

Noah: no it's not over

Abi: it is,goodbye Noah, i don't want to see your ugly face ever again!

I started to walk out of Noah's apartment when he pinned me up against the wall. He slapped me face and i feel to the ground.

Noah: i don't care anymore, you go off and live your little pity life. Get out bitch!

I grabbed my face and run out his apartment and all the way home.

*End of flashback*

That was the last time i saw Noah before i saw him in San Antonio. I wanted him out of my life, i didn't want to see him again. At this point i was crying and the whole city could see me. Tears were coming down my cheeks. I was so cold, and scared. I just wanted Noah out my head and i thought Austin would be able to do that but when i was about to kiss him, i could see Noah instead of Austin. I really like Austin, more than i could ever imagine but i scared that Austin will turn into an other Noah.

*Austin's point of View*

I was just about to kiss Abi, i've been wanting to do this for ages. 

Abi: i'm sorry Austin....i can't do this. 

And she just walked off. What did i do wrong? I just stood in the middle off the dance floor and watched her walk away. Maybe she didn't feel the same as me? but why would she get close to me and put her head on my shoulder? I went back to where me and Abi were sitting and thought, just thought about what could have frighten Abi away. Then i hit me like a brick, Noah, i remembered how she was the night she was at my house. 

*Flashback*

Abigail: Please go away Noah. You can't hurt me again Noah. You left, why are you back? How do you know where i lived? 

Austin: Abi!! Who's Noah? Abi!?

Abigail: how did you know i was here at Austin's? Who told you? why are you back? Are you back for more? 

Austin: ABIGAIL!

Abigail: *looks up* he, Noah, he was at the window. 

*End of flashback*

She couldn't be still scared of him , could she? 

I stood up and walked over to the balcony where i saw her walk out to. She was standing there freezing, i pulled off my jacket and put in over my arm. 

Austin: You look cold Abi 

Abi: i wish i brought a jacket now

She was looking down at the street below us.

Austin: hey, take mine

I pulled my jacket around Abi's shoulders and she looked up at me and smiled.

Abi: thanks Austin

Austin: your welcome

She looked down again. I could tell now that she was still scared.

Austin: Hey....

Abi: yeah?

Austin: you wanna know something?

Abi: yeah sure?

I grabbed her hands and made her look at me

Austin:  You don't have to be scared anymore Abi

Abi: Austin, you don't understand....

Austin: i don't, your right but i know how your feeling

Abi: you do?

Austin: yes, i know your scared, your scared to fell in love again after the way Noah treated you and i don't blame you for that but i'm nothing like Noah and i will never be.

Abi: Austin....

Austin: Abi i do have feelings for you and i don't want to hide them anymore. I haven't felt like this for anyone before.

Abi: Austin....

Austin: Abi...

I let go of one of her hands and place it on her cheek and started to stroke her cheek gently.

Abi: how do i know that you won't treat me bad in the future?

Austin: i promise you, right now i promise i wouldn't hurt you. I'm nothing, nothing like Noah.

Abi: but Noah was just like you when i first meet him how can i tell you won't end up like him?

Austin: I'm not gonna change, the person i am today is the person i'll always be, i'll never turn into Noah,Abigail!

Abi: you better not *she smiles*

We both start laughing together, i hug her and i lean down at her.

*End of point of view*

I'm trusting him with my heart, i really think i've fallen in love with him. 

Abi: you better not *smiles*

We both start laughing at my little joke. He hugs me and i hug him tight, like i'm wanting to stay like this forever. He pulls away and he starts leaning down. I lean in too and our lips crash on each others. I feel fireworks in my stomach and my heart is beating so fast, its unreal. 

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