Diana ( one direction fanfic)

Chapter 2

*Some days after*
💜Diana's pov 💜
" are you ready " my big brother asked me
" yeah "
" ok the boys will help you with the bags while you say goodbye to mom " he said
" c'mere , ohhh my babyyy" my mom said almost crying " I'm gonna miss you " she said hugging me " me too" I said
" bye" me and harry said
* at the airport *
" ok so we're going on our private jet " harry said
" you have a private jet ?!" I asked shocked
" yeah "
" hey!" Louis said coming closer to us but I started to step back hiding behind harry
" hey boobear " harry said I just looked at him with a ' did you just call him that? ' look
" you don't need to hide from us ok , relax we're not doing anything." Louis said , and he looked pretty honest
I just nodded and Harry pushed me to his chest hugging me " it's ok , they are really nice " harry said
" can I have a hug too " Louis asked me , I shake my head frantically and started shaking
" wow , oki oki Sorry " He said worried
Harry just continued hugging me until we headed to the jet .
I was sit on the most far away sit possible from the boys I was alone in the back while the boys were fooling around, in the front of the jet
I started writing, it's an hobby that I have that helps me forget about the pain .
" hey , why don't you come sit with the me and boys ?" Harry asked
" I can't "
" why ?"
" because I can't ok ? , can you leave me alone and go back to them ?" I said a little bit aggressive
" ok , ok " harry said with his hands in surrender
* skipping the flight *
💚Harry's pov 💚
" ok we're staying at the hotel, so we need to form pairs, ok I'll stay with my sister obviously " I said , she just stood there nervous
" awww I thought that I was staying with you that's so unfair " Louis said sarcastically
" she's my sister , aaaandddd she doesn't trust you at all to stay with one of you "
They just nodded and chose the person that they will share the same hotel room
" ok I'll stay with zayn " Louis said
" ok so I'll stay with Nialler " Liam said
" ok perfect let's go " I said
I entered my hotel room , it was a room with 2 separated beds , with a huge bathroom, and what looked like a living room with couches and a tv , it was pretty good .
So next we have to do some rehearsals for the show, and Diana have to meet the team , and specially Paul our body guard, that will protect us but most her .
" Diana , we have to do the rehearsals , cmon and you have to meet the team and our body guard "
Her eyes wide open, like she had seen a ghost
" no !" She said " I'm not coming "
" why ?"
💜Diana's pov 💜
" I'm not feeling well " i lied , I mean that wasn't  totally false , but Im able to go , but I don't want to
" are you okay ?"
" my head hurts , I'm tired , I need some sleep ok " I lied , that wasn't he main reason " I'm sorry "
" it's ok Di , just rest " Harry said leaving the room .
I started scrolling through my phone , I was on Twitter. But I was cut off buy my phone ringing..... weird it was my ex best friend we used to be like sisters , but we stop talking because of her stupid boyfriend that I hate with my whole life..... she , when we fought, she called me every single fucking name that you'll possibly imagine , and that affect my mind , my thoughts everything
*flashback*
" hey ivy ,I need to tell you something and it's really important " I said panicking
" yeah what ? Are you okay ?you look in panic and crying "
" no can you come over please I need to tell you this maybe will save your life "
" omg you're scaring me, ok I'll be there in 10 "
We lived near to each other
After 10 minutes she was here like she said
" omg are you okay you're crying come here " she said hugging me tight " what happened omg your clothes are ripped off omg god what happened I'm so worried right now " she said worried
" you have to believe me " I said looking in her eyes , she nodded
" I was at school a-a-and " I tried to speak
" ok like I was with you right " she asked
" yeah it happened after that " I said taking a deep breath to calm myself down to continue " after we went in separate ways, remember that I told you that I needed to go to the library because I forgot my notebook there ? " she nodded
" well .... I was coming from the library to go home when Tyler and his group friends appeared out of nowhere and started like flirting with me but just ignored because I thought that they were just making fun of me and he was your boyfriend, so I just went away , but they blocked my way " I said sobbing
She just stood there with the look of ' what do you mean with that'
" and Kyle , and cris they were holding my arms after humiliating me , but I tried to fight with them , trying to run , but then another one I think his name is Brent holds my legs , while chad and Joshua were leading the way they took me to the boys changing room and Tyler was there too " I said trying to breathe "Tyler was the ' leader of the group ' so he was the one doing it , he-he raped me in front of all his friends , they were laughing at me , and looking at my naked body, because Tyler ripped my clothes off, I'm feeling so dirty " I said sobbing and putting my hands on my body trying to wipe that felling off but it was useless
" what?!" She said shocked " no that's not possible he's so sweet wtf are you talking about?" She said and I stood there in shock my fucking best friend that she's like a sister to me didn't believe me
" you're inventing all of this , I know that you hate him but you don't need to lie that it's an accusation really really serious, Diana you shouldn't joke with that "
" IM NOT FUCKING LYING FOR GODS SAKE IVY " I said crying
" I always knew that you didn't like him at all now you want to ruin our relationship, oh cmon , you're so idiot , for doing that you know you're so stupid , he's so sweet he would never do that " she said
The little did she know
I was shocked what ?! now she's offending me are she on drugs ?
" you are just jealous, you're a little slut , it's why you are trying to ruin my relationship , you're a bitch , a worthless piece of shit , you want to ruin my life , fuck you " with that she left my house and I've never seen her again , because I didn't exit out of my room so my mom contracted a teacher ( woman) to teach me at home .
* end of the flashback *
I shake the memories of my mind but , it didn't work, so I just ignored her phone call .
As a refuge , I went to my suitcase, the one that had my toiletries and grabbed my razor, and started cutting my wrist, not to deep but enough for me to forget about my thoughts .
Then I heard the door open , fuck must be harry so I hurried up and hide my razor and my cuts with a long sleeve shirt .
" Diana I'm here " he shouted
" oki "
" how are you felling " he asked
" better" I said walking to my bed
" good " he said smiling " well I brought you food , I already ate with the boys "
" thank you so much Hazza " I said hugging him
" you're welcome " he said smiling