𝑴𝒚 𝒃𝒖𝒍𝒍𝒚 | Billie eilish

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞

Billies pov (something that doesn't happen that much😫)

I've been waiting in this fucking car for over 30 minutes. And it smells like straight up sex.

Ew.

I was listening to music suddenly the door opened and jens head appeared.

"She wants to speak to you"

"W-what" I said shocked

"Get your ass out of my car and let's go upstairs" I quickly got out the car and ran up to the door.

I haven't seen Mel for 5 days. I've missed er so much.

"You really exited to her huh" Jen smiled

"Well yeah I've really missed her" I smiled

"Ew simp"

"Shut up" I kicked jens foot getting a "ow" from her

As she opened the door the scent of her rushed into my nose making me feel some type of way.

I've missed her a lot.

We started walking up the stairs and my palms started getting sweaty trying to wipe them on my jeans trying to make the dry but I was so nervous

We were at Mels door finally. And I was fucking scared.

Does she hate me?

Will she forgive me?

Will she ever like me again?

So many questions flooded my head. Suddenly the door opened by Mels.

She looked tired.

Bags where under eyes. Her hair was everywhere. The room was dark and untidy. And she was wearing long sleeves. She hates long sleeves.

Our eyes finally met and I didn't see any lust inside of them as I usually see.

I cause this

"Come in" Mels voice rasped. Which was very hot.

I walked in but Jen didn't. My brows furrowed.

"My cat needs to go for a walk bye" she spoke as she quickly left the room.

Now it was only me and Mels.

Only us

"I'll" we both said in the same time and laughed it off.

"You start first" Mels said and I nodded

(Okay I forgot if they said their I love yous yet but let's say they haven't)

"Okay. I um- I just wanted to say that I'm sorry. I shouldn't off invited Lexie round that day. And if I knew she was gonna kiss me I would off blocked her sooner. I'm so sorry bab- I meant Mels." I saw Mels cheeks blush "I never wanted this to fucking happen. I love you too much to loose you. Oh shit I said that. I-I-I" I couldn't stop stuttering from embarrassment

Suddenly I felt two arms around my waist.

"I'm sorry for ignoring you. I love you so much more" Mels voice muffled into my shirt but i could hear she was crying

"Baby why you crying" I asked rubbing her back

"I shouldn't of ignored you. I should of let you explain. I'm so sorry. I'm such a bad fucking person sometimes" she spoke up

"Shush don't say that about your self. If I didn't love you I would of never came here to yours. I love you too much to loose you" I took Mels face in my arms and wiped her tears with my thumbs.

"Sorry for being so clingy" She got out of my grip apologising

"Shut up I love you too much. Anyways I wanted to give you this now just in case another bitch tries something" my hand went into my pocket finding a small square box and pulling it out

"Okay. Here we go. I love you too much Mels to loose you. I've never felt like this with anyone. And I mean anyone. You're pretty you're gorgeous you make me laugh. You make me smile. You have pretty eyes, lips, pussy." I giggled with Mels on the last one "anywaysss I just want to let you know I don't want anyone or anything getting in our ways so I got you this ring. We're to young to get married but I wanted to get you something to show you that I will marry you one day so..a promise ring. I love you baby. Always and forever." I pulled Mels in giving her a deepened kiss. And then putting the ring on her finger

I can't wait to marry her one day.

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A/n guys I'm so sorry again for not posting a chapter BUT YOU GET TWO SO BE HAPPY