Je me detéste

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Written in: December 27, 2020
Published in: June 13, 2023

I used to hate silence
That unable me to speak
Of what I wanted them to hear
From a consensus, I have had for a year

Transparent smile over my sincerity
The prism I'm holding, thrown out on the shades
The times when I got mad, they neglected
Now, the portion of my kindness fades

He used to hate me
From the explicitness I uttered
Turned black, when it was blue
He's brutal and almost like a stone

Right when I was searching for myself
He appeared in my sight, trying to ruin me
I'm rapidly overthinking of what he made
He opposed me more than just a mortal enemy

I used to hate me
Who always thinks that I'm a failure
I used to hate me
Who's afraid to speak out the truth
I used to hate me
For hating and hurting others
I used to hate me
For I don't deserve kind of living

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