"so... My guess was right?" Anna asks after I told her the whole story of my life at first I thought of denying it scared that she might sell my information to the Duke
"Yes you could say that" surprisingly she didn't judge me when I said I slept with a man in just a single night not knowing who the man is
"Well then why are you hiding? Isn't it great?" Anna asks
"Great?in what way?" I raised my one brow to show my curiosity and irritated mood
"I mean, If you told him that you got pregnant after you two...umm... You know" Anna said feeling embarrassed
"Tsk, I know that Johan has black hair which is a proof that he is a beleoti but will he accept him?" I said to her, wanting to know my point
"For him, I was just a girl whom he slept with in just a night don't you think?"
"Well you're right... But think about your son johan, will he be okay when he grew up not knowing who his father is?" Anna asks
"And besides the duke adopted a daughter so isn't that mean that he is ready to take care of a child as a father?" Anna said well she's right, there's no way that the duke adopted a child just because he is curious right?
To be honest I don't really know who he was, I was just judging him based on the rumors in the society
After a talk with Anna I went to the play room of Johannes and saw him playing
Anna promise that she will not reveal even a little of my secret even if she got payed twice as her payment and that made me resure
I sat on the chair near the play table of Johannes and called him
"Johan come here mom's wanna talk to you for a min"Johannes didn't spare a second and run to me, I lift him up and place him on my legs
"What is it mom?" Johannes little voice ease my worries
Johannes will turn seven this month and I want him to have the happiest birthday in the world however I never allowed him to invite someone and I too never Invite someone except Sofia and Anna
It's not like I didn't want to it's just I was scared that people might judge him because of his hair color and appearance
Johannes was quite cute and handsome just like the duke all of his appearance came from the duke but what he got from me was attitude and pride...yes that how it was
If the duke was terrifying and unapproachable Im opposite I was delightful and approachable
"Johan... Do you want to see your father?"
I asks to the little boy, the little boy didn't spoke for a second and looks at me like he was observing my expression
"No..." The boy said with a determine voice and expression
"Hmm why is that?" I asks in confusion, every year he always asks who's his father and when can he see him and now that I asks him he just said no
"I know that mommy doesn't want to get involved to daddy anymore so if I were to choose between them I'll always choose my mom who never leaves me even a second"
I felt like crying when I heard his reason
It was a good thing that Johan was matured in his age but is it really a good thing?
I can't help but to ask
I was too focus on making money and support him in the things he wanted but I was too focus on it that I didn't notice that it was affecting him
"I-m sorry I was too selfish" I murmur and looks down not wanting my son to see my weakness
"Wa why are you crying mom? I told you Johan doesn't need a dad!" The little thing tried to assure me by telling me that he didn't need a dad
After a while I put Johannes to sleep because it was already nap time and I lied beside him and looks at the ceiling
"Yes... Johannes doesn't need anyone, as long as I'm here I'll support what he wants until the rest of my life"that was I said to myself and let myself fell asleep
Knock knock
Early in morning I heard someone knock the door
"Who is it?" I asks irritated since it was only eight in morning and Johannes was still sleeping
I walk in front of the door and open it mindlessly but when I open it my eyes widen in surprised
"I-i greet his highness the Duke" I bowed my head just like how a servant would bow
"You're quite familiar don't you?" The Duke coldly asks
"Have we met before?" The Duke asks once again
"I- I don't know what the duke of beleoti was talking about-" my words were cut off by a little voice
"Hng mooom why didn't you say we have a guest?" A little voice at my back it was Johannes who was scratching his eyes
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Welp 😭 someone added this story at their reading list titled as 'slow update'🤨 hng I got offended and wrote this as fast as I can🤧 I know it's true but still...hurts! 🤚😫
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