I felt safe and loved

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Jin : jimin , I just heard from yoongi that u are being rude to her and why ?

Jimin sighed he knew he messed up . But couldn't help .

Jimin : I just think she is faking it .

Joon : and why is that ?

Jimin : I don't know

Everyone here knows about jimins trust issue .

Joon : but that was not the right way to treat her too , she is just a kid and teen , just sixteen . This is how u treat someone who is younger than u . This is how did we raise u jiminah .

Jin : and this is not only for jimin , it is for all including us .

Yoongi : we have to treat the same or atleast we have to be nice to her ! What if she thinks that we like to around her when she is only in her big space and not in her Lil space .

Hobi : that is horrible .

Joon : well i am sure that I observed many were not treating her properly . We all know that we have feelings for y/n . But it is unfair if we love her Lil space and just go ignore her big space .

Jimin : I am not sure about my feelings .

Jk : but hyung actually I thought it will be not good if we act the same way around y/n when she is in big space . What if she becomes uncomfy that's why I distanced .

He defended himself .

Jin just sighed .

Jin : where is y/nniee ?

He asked .

Suga : must be in her room

Jin : let's talk abt to her that who is Sam and all those matter if she is comfortable

Yoongi : or else let's just atleast apologize and then we will talk about Sam .

With u , u felt ur throat dry as u decided to get some water .

And on from other side u wanna skip into Lil space badly but also don't want to u were confused by ur own behaviour .

I mean u wanna trust them as u did but u also feel like u don't want to and at the second thought u want to say ur past and how it haunts u but u don't want to .

With these thoughts in ur mind u started to walk well couldn't really find kitchen but however found beacuse of some indistict voices by bts .

U passed them still in ur own thoughts , they noticed u as they all became silent .

They watched u . U drank water and came outside and was abt to step again from them .

Before that

Mewo meow : y/n ?

U : nae oppa

Mewo meow : come here

He called while patting seat next to him as u gulped down ur own salaiva and went and sat near next to him .

Ur eyes were gazing ur lap and then diverted to suga's rings , u gulped u wanna play with them badly .

U were slipping slowly slowly not until u heard ur name being called .

Jin : y/n ?

U : yeah !

Jk : I am sorry

U : sorry for what oppa ?

U asked politely

Jk : for my rude behaviour !
I just thought I would make u uncomfortable!

He said as he swallowed the lump in his throat .

U : why ?!

U : how can I be uncomfortable with u when u were all the one who saved me and accepted me as a family and took care of me oppa .

U stated shaking a bit ! How can he think that he make me uncomfortable when they made me feel comfortable with them !

Jk : no I mean u were in ur big space right , that's why ?!

I feel so guilty , I realised , now only I knew why my hyungs calls me fetus ?
_jk

U : so ?

Suga hugged u from side by wrapping his arms around ur shoulder as he rubbed ur upper back .

U : I really felt safe and loved the way u comforted me when we met Sam ,I felt warm , I felt like my home .I felt so safe with u all , you know oppa ?

U asked as u lifted ur gaze from ur lap to his face to see doe eyes staring at u back .

Ur eyes were in tears ready to fall down .

U held them back cause u really wanna tell them how u felt so easy with them before again u slip into ur Lil space .

By now tae was already in front of u kneeling down and held both of ur hands .

U : in my past everyone hated my Lil self and now u all hate my big self , isn't it ?

U asked as u felt ur cheeks wet , as ur eyes already started to cosplay Niagara popo .

Jin : no here no one hates ur big self or ur Lil self . We love both of ur Lil self and big self we just didn't wanted to make u feel uncomfortable like our fetus ah I mean kook said

U nodded while stopping cosplaying Niagara popo .

Still jimin didn't utter a word.

Jimin cares u for but doesn't wants to accept it cause he doesn't wants to show it , why ? His ego which came in front of him and kissed him instead of his floor that's why ? Nothing else !

U calmed down as u sighed .

Joon : so y/nniee ? It's clear right ! We are all sorry if we did distanced from u even thought it was just for half a day .

Hobi : that's rude , even if is for half a day , it's half a fucking day we ignored her because of our stupidity .

Hobi got a good smack from Jin on his head as hobi winced while Jin felt proud .

U giggled making the environment lightening up ..

TBC

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We act without
Thinking
We keep thinking
Without taking
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