MANZIL (Book 4 - Birla Brothers)

17. Unspoken words

Birla Hospital

Nishant shocked by  the approach of neevan...

Nishant - Neev...   i...

Neev closed his eyes and look away - Leave me alone ...  

Nish sadly - Ekbar baat bhi nahi karega mujhse... 

Neev didnot spare him a glance

Nish felt like crying but he controlled himself he was prepared for his baby Boo's anger 

Nish - Acha mat dekh ekbar meri baat to..

Neev cuts his words - P..lease...!!!

The words were enough to tell him  that he is not ready to hear anything

Nishant sighs sadly - Acha thik hai...  i will not force you ..  now...  abhi k liye jaa ra hu mai... lekin iska matlab ye nhi h ki tu mujhse picha chura lega   you are stuck with me for lifetime Baby boo....  Na tu mujhe khudse dur karpayega or na me tujhe khudse dur hone dunga... 

Neevan closed his eyes to control his tears who was betraying him again ..  After so long his dada called him Baby boo? but at what cost??   when everything was over for him...

Neevan waited for him to  go out of his room but he felt his touch again . Nishu cub his face and kissed his forehead.  neev numb

Nish - Janta hu bohot hurt kardia meine tujhe ..   but i will make it up to you i promise ...  ab sabse mil le ... sabki jaan nikal di tune and jo kand tune kia h na ghar chodne wala h usk liye tujhe koi chodne ni wala

Neev shocked he knew that and felt scared while Nishant left .... 

Neev sadly saw his retreating figure how badly he wanted to be with his dada .   once but now he can't .  the scars had opened up again .   he is scared to trust his fate .   again.   .. he was born to be alone ..  yes .. that is the only truth of his life ... 

Within minutes Divya and Nir Rushed inside....

Neevan shocked to see her state she looked Absolutely broken.. her eyes had dark patches....

Before neevan could say anything Divya just pulled him in her embrace and cried.  she was so scared to leave him.. as if he will vanish if she looses her grip

Neevan tens up weakly sighs - Bhabhi.... mai... thik hu

Divya broke the hug and look at him furiously Neevan baffled just a second ago she was crying now she is Angry

Divya - Man to kar ra h do khinch k lagau tujhe!! what the hell were you thinking .. Neevan!!! how could u think of doing something

Neevan look away he dont have anything to defend

Divya cried - Koi tujhe kuch bhi bolega aur tu chla jaega neevan tu....

Neevan look at her confused while nir immidiately stopped divya this is not the right time ...

Neev - m..matlab?

Nir hurt - Matlab jank tu kia karega neevan?? akhir karni to tujhe apne dil ki he hai na?

Neevan hurt - Haa me to bohot bura hu na .. me to man bhi raha tha ki mai sabse bura bhai hu ..  isiliye to.... 

Nirav hurt - Isiliye tu hum sabko chodkar jana chahta tha isnt it neevan

Neevan look at him ..  with tears

Nirav - U know what neev... mai tujhse bht kuch kehna chahta tha... par ab lgta h its not worth it...